I was in my room dancing I got bored and soul was not here he was on a mission in France I sat on the couch till he came back I fell asleep I felt like I slept for a long time I woke up to soul holding me tight I knew he missed me and was worried abouarms a I smiled and yawned when did he get back he said just now he carried me to the park we played and ate ice cream at my favorite place GRANDPURE ICE CREAM SHOP
I loved that place and soul but I knew some day soul would think I'm a monster I wasn't tired for the first time I didn't feel sick or like my life is changing so much now soul was tired out I helped him home I sat him down and made cookies he ate them all and fell asleep I felt guilty for tricking him I kissed souls cheek and sat on my bed I wasn't tired or bored I climbed out bed and wandered around the dorm then I left to see maka she was sleeping every was sleeping I wondered around the school I went in my classroom I looked around I sat in my seat and cried I'm a monster I stopped crying and left to see soul who was still sleeping I sat next to him and watched TV he slept for 19 days I kept sitting next time him I got bored so I stood up and went in my room and I soon found out I was sleeping on soul I felt like I needed blood I tried to hold myself back but it was no use I stabbed Myself and I fell down the blood was everywhere soul soon woke up and saw blood coming out my room he ran in and saw me on the floor with blood everywhere I wasn't moving and he blamed himself because I couldn't resist the urge of blood I had tears on my face Im not a monster I'm a demon I hurt soul without touching him with a knife
Your hurt because I was weak I told him after I woke up I was weak I'm a demon I hurt you and maka so much I'm sorry soul I'm so sorry soul I tried to sit up but I couldn't my stomach it hurts he said you did stab your stomach twice he wanted to ask how I'm still alive but he didn't he didn't want to ask me he picked me up and hugged me tightly I smiled faintly I closed my eyes I know your worried soul don't worry I'm fine he was so glad I was ok he put me down on the couch so he doesn't open my wounds I wanted to tell him about my past I sat there till he got back he patted my head I layed on his sweater crying my hair is trouble I took a pair of scissors and told soul that it wouldn't matter if I cut my hair I cut my hair it looked like this
Soul knew soul was not mad he was shocked it was growing as soon as I cut it than i looked at him see it won't matter my hair is going to grow and grow forever I don't want that I don't want my hair my hair to grow longer soul please make it stop my hair my hair will kill me don't worry minco that wouldn't happen I knew some day the promise will be broken or my hair will kill him with no guilt or regret I'll always be near to hold you if you're scared I sat there crying while in souls arms
