Y/n: *wakes up with a throbbing pain* aishh HELPPPPP! *tears swell up around my eyes* no one can here me it's me alone. I look over to find my leg
How hard did I fall? I can't move at all. It hurts. My whole shirt is ruined and my jeans are dirty. No body will care . I have a chance to look on my life. My dad died from an illness, my mom commitment suicide and here I am gonna die why didn't I. Why not that night when I closed my eyes why didn't the pain go away? It's only a tease no one is coming here for me why let me breathe? He hates me he all I had. It's not fair IT'S JUST NOT FUCKING FAIR! HOBI WAS MY ONLY THING MY CHANCE MY...
Why am I so angry now didn't I do this to myself ? im jealous now huh it doesn't even matter he gave up on me like everyone else has.🔞 Warning cutting involved if you suffer from depression or anxiety pleas skip this. But if your strong enough and know not to cut it's okay and please don't do this in real life🔞.
Everyone is against me. Mom is gone. Dad is gone. Jhope is gone. I'm am gone... Idiot. *Laughs at myself*. I've been so foolish I just yelled at him.and pushed him away but I scream I loved him you really are lost. *See's a small twig* I'm already in pain it doesn't matter anymore what I do. * Grabs it and starts cutting on both arms and legs*. One cut... Two cuts... Thirty cuts.
*Looses alot of blood and feels light headed* I deserve what's ever comes first I deserve this punishment.* hears a police siren but about to pass out*Old women: there she is she looks injured. *Points to y/n*
Y/n: please just stop. I don't deserve this none of this. Please let me.... Just... see..
*Falls and close my eyes and feels the police carrying me in the car*Hobi .... *a tear escapes my eye*
Sarye: I'm sorry, okay yes I'm okay I promise but you'll have to see this stroy is fantasy but have a few real life issue and lesson, but taking and object and harming yourself ain't the answer to nothing. !NOTHING! But if you go through life seeing pain and hopeless what kind of life would you have? You have to make the best of it like in BTS song. BTS helped me with my problems they still do that's why they mean so much to me. And especially j-hope because he's always happy and love able I want him in my life for ever but what life would it be if I'm always sad? I want that life and someday I hope I get it and I hope you guys get the life you deserve as well.
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Tell Me you love me" Jhope x Reader: COMPLETED
RomanceY/N, you have a terrible home lost both your parents have no money and lost your child hood friend. but things turn around and somehow those rain clouds are gone when you hear him say I'm your hope, but will you be his?