Maybe We'll Make It After All {Sequel to What If? ~ Louis Tomlinson Fan Fic}

Chapter 12 - Save You

If you fall stumble down

I'll lift you off of the ground

If you lose faith in you

I'd give you strength to pull through

Tell me you won't give up

'Cause I'll be waiting if you fall you know

You know I'll be there for you

If only I could find the answer

To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you. And there's so many things that I want you to know.

I won't give up 'til it's over

If it takes you forever

I want you to know

I wish I could save you

I want you to know

I wish I could save you

I finally let go of the mic as I let a few tears slip down my face as the crowd went crazy. I heard wolf whistles and clapping. Some people even stood up.

"Thank you guys so much."

I said as I stepped off of the stage and went backstage to the bathroom.

"Why did I have to do that?"

I asked my teary eyed self in the mirror, damn, I really need more eye liner.

I went in my purse to find my make up bag when I my hand picked up something else.

"No. Don't fall back on that old habit."

I told myself, I held on to it close.

"One little cut won't hurt? It's winter anyways."

I went into the stall and continously stared at the razor, my hands were shaking. My tears were flowing. Do it Roxy, get it over with-

"Ah."

I quietly screamed as I made my first cut since forever.

I let my tears fall as I continously started going at my wrists. I can't stop!

I opened the stall and threw the razor in the garbage. I can't do this.

I pulled down my sleeve as I got out of there. My phone vibrated as I checked who it was.

From Sage: hey, get ur ass over to my house for a sleepover with me and Perrie! Love ya sista foreva!

I quickly replied,

To Sage: sorry, I just feel like being alone right now.

I quickly got a reply from her

From Sage: come on, you're dad would have wanted u to have fun. We'll cheer u up :)

I sighed,

To Sage: fine, but if I start crying. Don't feel neglected to give me a hug!

From Sage: yay! Good girl!!

I put my phone away and looked at the bar, people we're headed home and some were just talking and drinking. I looked at the back to see two people suspiciously sneaking away while holding their hoods up. I slowly followed them to wherever they may be going.

I go outside of the bar as I saw them go in a corner. What the hell? Is this a drug deal or something?

I quickly backed on the wall and peaked my head out to see who they were,

"She was amazing! You were right Louis! She has became a better performer."

What does Louis have to do with this? Why is Demi here? I decided it's no longer time to hide. Revealing time.

"Hey. Why the hell did you guys follow me here?"

They both looked up at me shocked.

"Hey Roxy!"

Demi said excitedly, I held out my hand and said,

"Not now."

I went up to Louis and got up in his face,

"What are you doing here Louis?"

Louis eased his shoulders as he pushed them back and looked me deep in the eyes,

"I was just here last week, I saw you singing and I thought you were incredible. I thought Demi can make you famous since she has her connections. So I brought her here to see you since we're not allowed to take videos."

My eyes widened,

"Why would you want to help me out? After everything you've done to me!"

I snapped at him, I was tempted to hit him but I restrained myself as I gently rubbed my left shoulder.

"I did this because I love you and I want you back-"

"Bullshit!"

I screamed,

"You could and can never love me! Only I'll be able to love you."

I said as I pushed him hard against the wall, Demi grabbed me and pulled me back.

"I think it's time to calm down-"

Demi tried to calm me down, but I'm not going to be calm,

"Don't tell me to be calm after this guy played me and now won't leave me alone! It's been 7 years since I haven't done anything for myself. For once, Louis. Let me have something in my life that doesn't have to revolve around you."

I truthfully said as I started to run away from them and into my car. I'm not going to see Sage. I can't do this right now. I'm going home to cut once more and then go to bed.

Well... I had a different ending for this story but I had to erase it and re-write because then these things wouldn't make sense. I'm sorry if this story just keeps repeating itself in the sense that Louis wants to get Roxy back and Roxy keeps denying her feelings for him and blah blah blah. That's the story, deal with it!!!

Stay strong lovelies xx