Hopeless State Of Mind

Marked.

You told me
That the thought of my lips
Against your neck
Drove you crazy.

You told me
That your parents warned you
About the drugs out on the streets
But never the ones with the big blue eyes
And a heart beat.

You meant me.

I'm not a psychic
But I see myself all over you.
That's what you told me.

I saw a king size bed in the corner
We should get into it.

You marked me
Like I was yours.

You didn't just mark my skin,
You marked my mind,
Heart, and soul.

You marked my whole being.

You made me yours for the night.

The next day you weren't into it anymore.
You were done with me,
But I was still yours.

I cannot figure out what made you
Change your mind
About me.

Presumably it's because you were just
Having fun
Or you were scared.

I've got no idea.

I want to forget the pain
You caused me but I can't
Because the memory of your
Smile doesn't leave my mind.

Sometimes I wonder if
You lie awake at night
Full of regret for what you did to me
But then I am forced to remember
The look in your eyes the day
That you walked out on me.

I was left alone
And marked.
That was left on my body
For weeks and on my
Mind for months.