Skinny love {Phan}

Everything is fine

Phil's POV

I took a long walk to think about how I messed up, how crazy it was to think that it would be okay to kiss Dan, thinking about how I messed everything up

I liked Dan so much and I messed everything up, he was such a good roommate

I was listening to music to clear my mind and all the songs that reminded me of Dan came on so I just took my headphones out and talked back to the house I walked for about 40 minuets and I was tired but i has to walk 40 minuets back

While i was walking I was thinking about what I was gonna say to Dan

I could say it was meaning less and this little "crush" will go away

The problem is that it won't, THIS STUPID CRUSH WON'T GO AWAY

I can't shake this off, imma just have to see what Dan says

The closer I got to home the more my heart started to race

When I got home before I opened the door I braced myself for what was about to happen and what we are about to talk about

But when I walked in Dan wasn't there he probably went for a walk or to a different friends house or something

About a hour after I got home Dan game home with pizza and soda

"Hey wanna watch some movies" Dan says as he walked through the door, sat the pizza down and sat on the couch next to me "and no need to make this awkward because I like you too now what movie" Dan said as he was looking through the movies

Did I hear him right

Am I hearing this correctly

Daniel Howell likes me back

What the hell is going on my head hurts

"We can watch Star Wars, all of them just binge watch them" I said smiling at him

"Sounds great" Dan said putting the video in and sitting by me on the couch

We didn't talk about us liking each other at all we just sat there on the couch watching Star Wars without a care in the world about what feelings we had for each other or how it was going effect of as friends we were just enjoying each other company

It was nice to see Dan so happy and full of energy while watching this movie he really got into it

We watched the first 3 movies but Dan turned it off after that

"Imma go to bed but we'll watch the rest of the movies tomorrow after school" Dan said as we both got up and walked to our bedroom

Of course before I go to bed I had to take out my contact lenses, then I was off to bed

The whole night I kept replaying the sentence Dan said when he said "I like you too"

"and no need to make this awkward because I like you too now what movie"

"and no need to make this awkward because I like you too now what movie"

"and no need to make this awkward because I like you too now what movie"

"and no need to make this awkward because I like you too now what movie"

Over and over agin it wasn't a bad thing I just couldn't get it out of my mind that he said that it was absolutely unexpected

I mean he acted all weird around me and stuff but I thought that was just Dan being Dan not that he had a crush on me

I guess me wishing he would like me back came true and I'm glad it did but will we ever talk about it

But with those thoughts in my head i eventually fell asleep

~the next morning~

"Phil wake up" Dan said as he shook me to wake up

"I'm awake I'm awake, wow you woke me up first" I said with a little laugh in a tired tone

Me and Dan did our normal morning routine and we're out the door

Today was pretty awkward though, because of the kiss and saying we like each other

It was very awkward to even look at each other without thinking if the kiss and of course Michelle didn't make it any better during class because she sat like right next to us so during our last class we had to hold hands

Everything was so awkward, but after class when me and Dan got home we finally talked about it

"Dan we need to talk about this we can't just keep on avoiding it come on please can we talk about it" I said as we walked inside the house

"What is there to talk about we kissed, we said we liked each other, we are still friends nothing is awkward. We are fine everything is fine" Dan said as he walked to the kitchen to get a glass of water

"Dan it has been awkward we had to hold hands in class today because do Michelle I could tell that you were a little weirded out by it, we had to kiss because of Michelle, we told each other that we like one of another than never talked about it we are going to talk about it now Dan I need to know if this is real or if it's going to be a phase because i can't be hung up on you if you don't wanna make this work"

"Phil everything is happening so fast, I don't know what to do,  you told me you liked me than went for a walk which you didn't come back from for like 2 hours and than I told you I liked you too and  we watched Star Wars all night, and the kiss plus holding hands we don't need to talk about that it was something that happened and I.... I honestly don't know how to handle all of this Phil it's so stressful" Dan said

We were talking really fast and finally calmed down after a little bit

"Dan I don't know about you but that kiss didn't mean nothing to me it meant everything to me, us holding hands didn't mean nothing to be it meant everything to me every moment I have with you I love and god damn it Dan I can't ever get you out of my mind," I said as I slowdown and thought about what I was saying "I don't know about you but even tho someone made us kiss and you had to lie to make someone think we were dating i don't care, because even if it's pretend being called your boyfriend is the best thing i could ever be called" as i said that Dan just looks me straight in the eyes and he is tearing up a little bit

Next thing I new Dans lips were on mine

When Dan pulled away we didn't say anything we just stayed there for a while and just hugged

This kiss was not forced it was true and I think Dan kissing me was the best thing he has ever done because i definitely don't have the guts to do that

I guess everything is fine

HII, HOPE YOU LIKED THIS CHAPTER, WHAT DO YOU THINK DAN AND PHIL WILL DO ABOUT THEIR FRIENDSHIP, BYEEE