Little Awkward

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Dan's POV

I woke up very uncomfortable not because of where I was but because I was still in my jeans from yesterday and those are not the most comfortable to sleep in

I didn't even realise that I was all cuddled up to Phil, head on his shoulder and our hands were connected until Phil woke up and I started to feel his hand let go of mine when he woke up

When Phil woke up our hands were still kinda connected and he looked at me and than looked our hands, and his face turned really red

"Ummmm so morning" Phil said itching the back of his neck and laughing a bit

"Morning" I said with a awkward smile laughing a bit

We both go up at the same time and Phil lost balance and fell back down on the couch

We laughed at that for awhile but than Phil got up and made us some coffee

"Do you want anything in your coffee" Phil said as he poured me a cup

"Just milk and sugar" I said as I walked to my room to get dressed in different clothes

And by different clothes I mean I put on sweatpants and a hoodie because it was cold as fuck in the house

Phil handed me the cup and our hands touched again, I don't know why we were like this on every little touch we were blushing or being very awkward just by one little touch, just one touch could make us do weird things like blush and turn red or stutter when we talk

"So imma set this down and go get changed into something that's not jeans" Phil said as he walked away to room to change

Haft of me was really getting my hopes up with he said something that's not jeans but i stopped thinking like that

He is my roommate I mean if we did like each other and thought of each other like that than why would we be scared to say it

"I'm back, what you wanna do" Phil said as he sat down on the couch

And I'm pushing those thoughts out of my right about now so I don't fuck anything up like i always do

"Wanna play Mario kart" I said with a smirk

"Let's do it" Phil said laughing

"Full warning I'm the fucking boss at this, so don't get to mad when I win" I said in kinds of a cocky way

"Oh really will see about that" Phil said smirking as he grabbed the controller and started up the game

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"FUCKING HELL PHIL....WHY THE FUCK MOOOVVVEEEEEE"

"NOPE I MOST WIN I DON'T CARE WHAT IT TAKES IM NOT GOING OUT TO GET THE PIZZA" Phil said screaming yet laughing

Phil and I have been playing this for a couple of hour and started getting hungry so we had a all of nothing and the loser had to go out and get the pizza

"BITCH....YOU CAN'T STAND IN FRONT OF ME LIKE THAT" I said as I was trying to move Phil out of the way

"I WILL NOT GO OUT AND SOCIALISE I
WILL DO WHAT EVER IT TAKES TO KEEP MY ASS INSIDE WHERE IT IS WARM AND NOT COLD

Right after Phil said that he won the race and I had to go get the pizza

"Haha okay but next time it's you getting the food" I said as I got up and put my shoes on

"You are going out in your sweatpants and hoodie?" Phil asked

"Yes bitch it's to damn bcold to go out in something that is not a sweatpants, plus it's to much work to change, well I'll be back" i said as I laughed and walked out the house

This was all so weird me and Phil just met each other a couple of days ago and it feels like i have know him for a eternity

Which is not a bad thing I like talking to him and making weird jokes but it's like we just had this connection that I haven't ever felt before

I haven't come to terms that I like Phil because I don't know if I do I don't know if it's like a little crush and it will go away in a couple of days or if it will be a couple of years

Like in four years will we have one of those dramatic scenes in romance movies where right when Phil is about to leave I finally work up the courage to tell him how I feel, I go up to him turn him around and go

"Phil I have liked you ever since I first saw you and i wish I would have told you soon but I know thing wouldn't have work out and it would be a awkward and I don't want it to be awkward because these last 4 years have been the best four years of my life and....."

Than I'm cut off my Phil's lips on mine and when Phil stops kissing me he just goes

"I have always liked you too"

And than we live happily ever after, I don't think so and it sucks because I know I'm four years he is going to be gone and I won't have him by my side anymore

With all of those thoughts aside I'm at the pizza parlor

"Hi what can I get you today" the worker said he seemed like he was in a bad mood let's not get on his bad side

"Hi can I get a large cheese pizza and 2 soda's" I said very nicely

"Sure thing coming right up" the worker said as he walked away to get our stuff

About 20 pasted and i hear someone call my name

"An order for Daniel Howell" someone said

"Yes that's me, thank you" I said as I took the pizza and walked home

As I got home I walked though the door and I couldn't believe what I was seeing

It was beautiful not like anything i have seen before and Phil did this for me

"Hey welcome back" Phil said with a warm smile

CHAPTER FOUR DONE HOPE,  YOU LIKED IT, WHAT DO YOU THINK THE BIG SURPRISE IS,  BYEEE

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