Baby I don't blame you for bein in the club,gettin all that love.Cause your so beautiful,God made you to show that off.Now I ain't ever been the jealous type of guy,But I want ya to myself I can't lie.I know we ain't on no one-on-one thing,But baby it should change.Cause when I be with other chicks I be thinkin bout you,and you when you be out on dates,you be textin me too...I don't want nobody but you,kissin on my tattoos.I don't want nobody but me,talkin to you until you fall asleep...
::August POV::
For the past 3 weeks I've tried moving on from Whitney but honestly it's hard,I think I'm actually whipped over her.We've been hangin out more everyday but she's still resiatant cause of Vanz,honestly I know who I wanna be with...Imma put an end to this bullshit!
"Hello." I hear Vanz voice over the phone
"Yo,can we met up? I wanna talk to you bout something."
"Sure,come over my house." She said before hangin up
I go to the shower and get the basics done,then I get dressed and grab a bite to eat at McDonald's.The radio is only playin love songs and every one of them remind me of Whitney,the past few months been fucked up but I know I want her to be mine's.I deicded to text her when I pull up to Vanz place.
Can We Chill Later,Bae---NOLA
Sure,Imma Off Work @ 5---CALI LUV
Aight!---NOLA
Can't Wait To See You ;)---CALI LUV
"Hello?" I say unlocking the door and stepping inside...she gave me a key in case of emercencys
"Yea,can we talk?" She ask
Those 3 words are worse than I love you,well at least I love you are happy words. "Can we talk" are the more like the Cops and Imma drug dealer....
"Sure." I say followin her to the game room
Vanz begins to tell me about her brother and her mama situation,I honestly feel bad like the emotions when Mel died started coming back to me.I got up and went to the couch where Vanz was sitting,I just held her.No words can change how she's feeling but I know she needs that comforting of someone who cares.I need to tell her bout my feelings with Whitney but all of the suddendly my feelings towards Vanz got stronger..wait am I whipped by TWO DIFFERENT GIRLS! Oh hell nahh!
"August." Vanessa said leaning into me
"Vanessa!" I push her away and got up quickly
"I'm sorry I thought you wanted to." She said trying to touch my shoulder
"No,umm.I...urgh. I gotta go." I said pacing trying to find my keys
"Here." She said twirling my keys with her fingers
"Thanks." I said reaching for them when she put them in her shirt...What the fuck!!!
"Get them." She demanded "So you can go to your another chick."
"The fuck.Is ya on ya period or somethang??" I say trying not to yell
::Vanessa POV::
Ok so my jealously came over me,but I had him first even before those stupid auditions.Whitney doesn't deserve him besides Trey told everything I need to know bout her bitch ass.
"She's using Aug! She only wants your money!" I semi yell at him
"You're lying,Whitney would never try to hurt me or my career!" He yelled
"Trey told me.." I manged to say before he cut me off
"You deadass listenin to that nigga!Nah fuck that,Vanz!"
"I'm trying to save your career from that golddigging slut!" I yell
He storms up to me and pins me to the wall,I can't even feel my hands anymore cause he's putting so much pressure into his grip.I stare at his neck tattoo and glance at the others traced on his arms,but when I look into his face I see something I wouldn't expect to see in August...Hurt..Pain..Betrayal.His eyes are filled with anger & hurt,his death stare is breaking my heart.I never wanted to see him like this,I was just trying to help him out.Maybe make him my boyfriend in the process.
"Dont.You.Ever.Call.Her.That." He thearted pausing with every word...with his dramatic ass
"Let me go." I softly say
"No,you're gonna listen.I like Whitney,I see something in her that I usually don't see in most women.You can either accept that fact I wanna be with her or stay outta my life." He said tighting his grip on me,his breathe smells minty..unlike how it always smells like weed
"You don't mean that & I'm trying to look out for you." I reply
"You didn't look out for me before I got my record deal,before I was blessed with getting out of the hood.You wasn't there then so I don't need you now." He stated before finally letting me go
He reaches inside my shirt for his car keys and walks over to the table for his phone,he puts on his shoes and heads for the door.I say everything I can to make him stay and nothing works,I follow him outside as he gets to his Range Rover and I notice the seat have his names engraved.I'm basically crying my eyes out at this point.
"August,please!Don't do this!" I try to yell over my sobbing
His silence is killing me,whenever he's very anger like ready to kill someone.His move is to stay quiet,that's something I remember about him ever since we were little.
"Aug,stay something!" I say banging on the windows since he's already inside
All he did was look at me,in that moment he cried a single tear before pulling out of my driveway.Angerly I stormed back inside my house and beginning throwing stuff,breaking shit.I feel empty yet I feel every horrible emotion...My brother is dead.My mother isn't talking to me.I'm fighting with myself.I lost the only amazing friend I've ever had.This is the worst time of my life
