Random stuff bc I'm random

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I'm sad, but I smile

I'm hopeless, but I cheer up

I'm faithless, but I preach

I'm broken, but I'm alive

I want to cry, but I keep laughing

I want to give up, but I keep fighting

I want to die, but I keep living

I don't know why, but I keep going

Maybe I'm just afraid

Afraid of dying

Or maybe I believe there is still hope

That I can be saved

But I know I'm screwed

I know it's gonna end bad

And still....maybe there is hope

Maybe it's all gonna be okay

I have to believe it

I have to keep going

There are friends who need me

And I'm not going to let them down

But what if they don't need me?

What if I just make it worse?

What if my death would set them free

What if........