Random stuff bc I'm random

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I can feel it growing deep inside of me

It's getting stronger and stronger

And I know I can't stop it

But I have to try

Have to do everything to keep there

To prevent it from breaking free

But I know it will

It will find a way

I could end it

It would die with me

But I can't

I'm not strong enough

Stupid hope!

I'm still alive

I still believe there is hope

Although I know it's just a word

But my mind keeps hoping

Keeps begging for salvation

Stupid friends!

They give me hope

They cheer me up

Don't you see what you are doing?!

You're digging your own grave

And you don't even know it

Listen, all I want is peace

I don't want to fight anymore

But I can't give in

Will you help me?

Making things right

So I can die in peace