We Promised | K.TH (on hold)

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"Promises are worse than lies. Cause you make others hope, hope for something that you're not sure you can give."

Evie's POV

"How could you do this to us?" I cried. Everything made me so weak, I fell on the floor; hurting my knees. But for the first time, Taehyung didn't come to pick me up, he turned away from me.

"Please leave Evie. It's over!" He said, without any emotions. Walking away from me.

All these four years turned into nothing but a mess. The dreams we shared, the future we hold was all over in one minute.

I tried getting up but my legs stopped working. They froze. Taehyung already left the room. I, I was dying. How these years could all be so fake. Everything he said and promised were nothing but a stupid lies I believed.

I packed up the things from my room and finally was ready to leave. I walked away from our house with a heavy bag on my shoulder which was obviously not heavier than my heart which was filled with pain.

Before moving further, I took a step back and looked at our lovely house, the house where we thought to build up our own life. Where we wanted our future to be; tears wouldn't stop running down my face. I walked away from four years of my life.

How could he do this to me? How can he leave me broken when he promised to fix every single part of me. I cried and cried. He was arrogant, mean and left me even more broken then I already was.

I was numb, I didn't know where I was going. My body got weaker and weaker with each step.

My footsteps took me to a place where all our beautiful; but broken moments started. It was a small motel. Where we first stayed and made love.

As I reached the small motel, I stepped inside. There was a flashback of memories that hit me hard making tears stream down my cheek.

I wasn't in my senses and all I wanted to was rest. I just asked for a room key that was -203, it was the room were it all started.

I stepped inside the room. It was the same as it was the day we were here. Everything started to come in front of me and I couldn't control anything, I started to cry. Everything was making me weak, every memory played games with my mind.

I placed my head on the bed and cried my heart out. At that moment I wish I was dead. Or I was already?

Next morning.

The floor felt so cold and hard. The closed washroom made me suffocate, but my wounds didn't hurt as much.

The titles near me were half red; just like my eyes. I was numb. My heart still hurt more than the cuts on my arms.

Was I alive or dead? I wanted to die but maybe it wasn't in my destiny.

I was alive.

Unfortunately, the wounds were severe; but not deadly.

I tried to stand but failed, I was lying on the floor like a half-dead human.
After many attempts, I finally stood and took bath. The hot water made my wounds ache and more blood was seen flowing out like a river.

I was finally ready. I was finally ready to face the world putting a fake smile on my face even though I wanted to cry in front of everyone and beg Tae to come back.

As I stepped out, my body took me to a place where I thought I belonged. Where I thought I should be. It was our home. Where I and Taehyung lived a happy life.

As I stood in front of the house, I couldn't stand straight and fell down on my knees. I was a mess.

Suddenly I heard the door and it was Taehyung. My Taehyung.
He was looking tall, handsome with nerves seen on his hands. That was my weakness. He was wearing college uniform, just like me.

I cried. My eyes begged for love, sympathy and care. But did Taehyung care?

He went by me, ignoring my cries and pleading eyes. Again leaving me on the ground. Broken.

"Taehyung." I cried, saying his name. I promised myself this is the last time I will ever come to this place. I stood up weakly and moved forward to my college.

Walking towards the college with swollen eyes and severe headache I thought of people. How will I face them and specially Taehyung? We were at the same university; everything seemed so difficult and unbelievable and I wanted to run away from everything.

I walked through the corridors of my university. Wishing not see Taehyung. Covering my face from people who will surely love and be happy to see me like this.

As I walked towards my locker, a sudden thought hit my mind and at a moment a true smile appeared on my face. It was just one month away from my graduation and after my graduation, I can leave forever. Not letting anyone know about what happened the night before. Eventually, nobody wants me and no one will ever care if I ran away from this world. I just wanted to go away from here and Taehyung.

I cleared all my thoughts and took a look at my watch.

Aish~ It's time for my class.

I didn't want to attend my class so I decided to go to my secret room in the university. It was a place where Taehyung and I would stay for a whole day when we didn't want to attend any class.

I finally saw the stairs and ran towards them so that nobody saw me. I finally sat and corner and started to cry again. I placed my head on my knees and screamed. The wounds hurt me so much.

And only one thought was, again and again, coming into my mind.
I don't want to live anymore.