Suddenly getting nervous, i traced along a scar on my wrist. I smiled sheepishly. "Hello Jesse"
Why was i scared? Hes just an old friend, a verry old friend. But friends dont kiss other friends.
"Thea, its been too long." Jesse smiled. I forgot how beautiful he looked when me smiled. "I heard your moving here soon?" It rather came out more of a question then a statment. He started rubbing his neck, oh no i made him feel uncomfortable. He only rubs his neck when its either awkwards or uncomfortable.
"Yeah, im moving in with my mum, due to some...issues up near my dads." He weakly smiled. Iv hit a nerve. Not pressing on the matter i tryed to make it less awkward. "So what school you moving to?" I smiled.
"Some school called Bridgewood Academy." He smirked as my face lit up."Thats my school" I squealed."No way." He smiled warmly but quickly it was replaced by a scowl. Turning around, feeling tension instantly, i looked up to see Ryder. "What do you want?" I spat. "Came to see how little Jessica is." He smirked at the nickname. "Shut up flyn Ryder." Jesse shot back.
Bet your asking how do they know each other. Well thats a story for a different day. Having a stare off i could see Ryder struggling to not close his eyes. Jesse was allways winning me at staring competitions. Occasionally hed let me win, isnt he the best?
"Guys stop, this isnt the time nor place to start shit at. Ryder keep your distance from Jess and like wise got it." I growled. Looking shocked Jesse and Ryder nodded and parted. "Jesse, where are you going?" I questioned. "My girlfriend is outside." He stated and slowly walked off.
Girlfriend? Jesse has a girlfriend? I couldnt exspected him to wait forever i sopose.
Memories came crashing through my skull. The smiles, the tears. Everything. I didnt just lose Ryder that year, i also lost Jesse. Sulking, i walked up to my dad.
"Hey Rosey, how'd it go? I can remember how yous left it." My dad asked looking concerned. I plastered on a fake smile. "It was fine a little awkward but fine."
"Good glad yous have patched things up. Oh and iv got a friend to bring your lambo down here because i needed the space for my car. I hope thats okaii, is there anything i can give you? Do you need any money?" He questioned me more then ask me. "Sure thing, i could do with some shopping money for a new motorbike, seems as i had to leave mine at yours." I smirked, knowing hed give in. "Okaii, oh hows your ice skating going, or your balet dancing? Are yous still doing that?" Damn he doesnt want to stop asking me stuff.
"No i stoped alot of hobbies when you left and a few rhings went off but its okaii, i can allways pick it back up." I smiled. "Huh Thea the ballerina. Kinds of have a ring to it doesn't it." Luke smirked. "Ohhh Thea you HAVE you show me some dancing. Pretty please." Sam begged. Smiling weakly. "I will at somepoint."
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Its been an eventful night, Harrison fell off a table, shannon threw her drink on someone for touching her bum and Ryder started teasing me over dancing. Aparently "no badass is a ballerina" is what he said, almost all night.
"Theaaaa!" I came into a bone crushing hug from Beth. "Where is everyone?" I asked stressed out. "They fell asleep. Wait whats wrong Thea?" She litrally took one glance at me. "Jesse, someone i ant told anyone about only Ryder knows him. Its a long story to be honestly. Long story short he is in town and staying. Also hes moving to my school." I sighed. "Oh babygirl, keep your chin up. If he annoys you, stab him in his eye with a pencil." She smiled at me. "I will do" i laughed. Making my way to my bedroom, i decided to work out for a bit. I quickly picked out some gym clothes and headed to our gym.
Punch.
His smile.
Punch.
His laugh.
High kick.
His taste.
Punch. High kick. Punch.
"Woah hunny, whats got you so worked up." Came my mums sweet voice. "Jesse." I stated. "No one told me he would be there." I carried on. "We knew you wouldnt come otherwise. Im sorry hunny." My mum smiled sadly. "Its fine." I matched her smile. "Arnt you tired?" Came her concerned tone. "No." I stated. "Have you been taking your medication?"
Ryders p.o.v (surpise)
"Arnt you tired." I could hear violets worry through every word. "No" came a hurried responce, that belinged to Thea. Straining my ears so i could make out the next responce. "Have you been taking your medication?" Violets soft voice asked. Medication? Wait Theas on medication? Since when?
Making my presents known. "What medication?" I growled. "Since when have you cared?" Thea suddenly exploded. "Iv allways cared!" I shouted. "Oh really, because last time I remember i fell for you so fucking hard like rain and hail, while you left me. You didnt care and sertenly didnt love me!" By now tears was streaming her face. "Oh dear, Thea your crying. I havent saw you cry since he left." Violets soft voice strained nodding at me. "Im sorry." I whispered, then started walking out. "Ryder!" Violet shouted. Stopping in fromt of the front door, i gingerly faced her. "Shes on tablets for insomnia, anxiety and some to make her keep her food down." She sadly replied. Carrying on "shes been through alot, i dont exspect you to understand but try to. Your pushing her further and further away. Dont make the same mistake." She turned around amd went somewhere. Walking out the door, i headed to my place.
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Teen Fiction(ON HOLD) People arnt who you think they are. They put walls up around them, keeping emotions and feelings in. People change over time. No one is really the same person as they was years ago. We change wether for better or for worse. Thea marie r...
