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Chapter 1: Meeting you

I was from my eco1 class ng inanounce na wala kaming klase at required ang lahat umattend sa gaganaping "The search for Mr and Ms Bracellian" daw which is a pageant nga for who ever will be the next mr and ms University. Virginia Centurioni Bracelli University pangalan ng school namin, Bracellian tawag sa students/
ako lang ba ang walang pake at kating kati nang umuwi, wala naman akong mapapala, I don't even know who the contestants are, and I don't give a single sht to anything that's happening here anyway so... ughhh kainis.
I watched the whole thing with a antagal naman matapos nito face till it got on the talent portion part, dancing, singing same sht and then

Si kuyang contestant number4 na

"Ano ba yan panget ng boses nya"

ilalagay ko na yung earphones sa tenga ko ng biglang
"wait, I know that song"
inabot nung contestant yung gitara nya sa isa sa mga staff at may dalawang dumating na back up dancers, they danced to a BTS song and at that point naging interesado ako bigla,
"fanboy pala sya"
gusto ko sanang sabihing, uy bes! I stan the same group! Medyo lowkey nga lang ako pero hi! Nakakatuwa naman masyado to, binabawi ko na panlalait sa boses mo, fam pala tayo

That was the first part of the pageant and I found my self attending the second part para kay contestant number 4 tho we're not really required, pumwesto ako sa may bandang likod ng audience and was silently cheering him on ng may biglang tumapik sakin

*kaklase kita diba? sa hrm14 at sanitation*
"Ah oo, ikaw si kiara diba?"
*kilala mo pala ako? haha akala ko hindi eh, but I often notice you since your the smartest student I known sa lahat ng mga naging kaklase ko, tahimik at laging mag isa, na shookt lang ako na makita ka dito, may kilala ka ba sa contestants?*
"Ah wala bored lang ako that's why Im here"
*ahhh*
We stopped talking kasi announcement na ng winners, second runner up sya at nalaman kong Anrick Yllano Margareho pala pangalan nya, hindi na sya si contestant number 4, gusto ko sanang mag react kumuha ng kumuha ng pictures since naiyak sya hahaha siguro sa pagod at stress nya sa pageant na yun kaya na overwhelm sya kahit 2nd runner up lang, ang cute nya😊

*San punta mo after this?*
"Aalis nako actually, may gagawin pako eh"
*Ah, next time sama ka samin, gala, movie, inom*
"I don't really drink, sige una nako, see you nalang sa class /awkward smile/"

Without waiting for her response, I turned my back and walked away, di ako sanay na kumakausap at kinakausap ng tao kaya, ayun, medyo rude ako minsan tho di naman talaga at naawkward lang ako na makipag usap kahit kanino, its up to them nalang kung anong iisipin nila, wala din naman akong pake eh.

At itong kay contestant number 4, 2nd runner up di ko alam kung ano tong nararamdaman ko, I guess Ito yung feeling na I adore him kasi same kami na fan ng isang group tapos he seems proud pa na part sya ng fandom na yun, ang confident nya tignan and I want to do what he was able to do, naiinggit ako and at the same time I admire him for that, I'm just trying to say na di ko sya gusto na mahal na agad, crush lang te!