Unspeakable Poetry

Why?

I know there's good time behind
that pain
Knowing that there's sunshine behind that rain
I know we never talk about our problems
You never ask me about my struggles

You only think all for yourself
You never ask me about myself
If i am okay or not
Maybe you just don't mind

I always say I am okay
But I am always sad day by day
I always cry at night
Why?because your always right

Too stupid to stay by your side
Too martyr for all the tears i hide
Saying okay is not so fine
Can i forget you?my thine

As long as i love you i will stay
Even though you want me to stay away
Hope you appreciate my worth
And please include all my effort.