Empty -Ikori-

20 0 0
                                        

Today, I find myself an empty shell. I search around my entire computer. Maybe there is something I can play? Games, I'm not good at any of them. Maybe there is something I can watch? Something is already playing on the TV. Besides, there isn't anything interesting to watch. Maybe there is someone I can talk to? It's nearly 12 O' Clock in the morning, who would be up, willing to talk to me? Maybe listen to some music? I've listened to it all already, I know it all, no feelings anymore. Maybe go to sleep? To wake up to another day of psychological torment? There isn't anything fun to do anymore, and video games are just so difficult to play. I can't even play against bots of Team Fortress 2 or Left 4 Dead 2 anymore. I even put them on "easy" mode but they still kill me over and over again. The games, they just don't seem appealing anymore. I can't finish my homework because I left my goddamn notebook at school. 

Why is everything so unappealing now? Everyday is just so repetitive. I go to school only to go through the same thing every day. Then in the end, I go to sleep late only to wake up  to an even harder school day. And the cycle continues over and over again.....I wish Pidge were here.....

Notes From Them -An Alter Ego Collection-Where stories live. Discover now