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Never imagined myself like this

I do my best for my mother by cleaning the house , who my brothers dirt it . Like I do but I clean my mess . I get it that they are older than me but I ain't a Fukien maid . I'm a female who has rights too . My "sister" is a devil man .. She calls me ugly, fat and die . And I'm older than her . I never got bullied in school since I moved to tx . I never imagined me as a person that cuts , depress, and sad all the time . But things changes ...i dont cut my arms because i domt really waer long sleeve shirts so harm myself above my chest. I hate my siblings but my half brother I don't . My father is to blind by his work so he can't see that I am a slave . I trusted ppl I shouldn't have in school but I did.

I found out that my friend Stephanie tried to lll herself because she's misses her father,her mother pressioning her in school and fake friends .

I don't try to kill myself anymore. But I have a feeling , something that I want to kill ppl ...

I been thinking like a murder

For a long time .

The reason I love magcon boys and selena gomez because they make me feel like a princess, that I belong in the magcon family and the selenator family . They make me happy , yes they make me sad but Matthew doesn't . He always happy , care free etc ..

I love them than my real family ..but my mom is different .

She doesn't see my pain because I don't want her too see my pain because she been through alot when my half brother accident in the army . I don't want her to cry nor be in pain ...

I am here still because my dear mother (birthday tomorrow ) magcon boys , selena gomez and my real sisters (beat friends)

Mariefe and Maria make me feel like I will be a actress in the future , be successful in life , but when them . I want to start my adventure with them and only them. They don't judge me for anything because we're alike .

They been through the same pain .

Right now I'm sitting in my closet listening to music because that calms me down ...

Thank you for who is reading this .. I really needed to say it ...idc about my spelling errors right now

-stay fab....