Coition

Chapter 15: Our love is God

"I need a moment", I say and went to the closet

I began to put on some gym clothes that consist of leggings, a tank top, and running shoes. I put my hair up into a pony tail. I went to our room grabbed my phone and headphones and left out the room and went to the fitness room.

I put on some boxing gloves and went to the punching bag. I put on some music and began punching the shit out of the bag out of anger.

I was pissed.

At him...

At her...

At everything...

"god!", I screamed at the last punch

Then I began to break down, I go over to the wall, and slide down onto the floor. I just cried.

I felt an arm around me and lips touch my head.

"Im sorry", Bruno says

"Please be honest with me", I sniffed

He nods

"Did you sleep with her during or before the time I went away?", I say

There's silence, whiched answered my question.

I get up from the floor and make my way to the door.

"Bella. Wait", I hear

Before I get to the door he had already blocked me from leaving.

"Bella"

"Bruno get out of my way", I snarled

"Listen to me first", he insist

"I DON'T WANT TO LISTEN TO YOU", I yelled

"Babe, it was before I found you were pregnant it was around the superbowl time. I am sorry", He explains

"Move", I said again

"Bella, Please just listen to me"

"Bruno I don't want to listen to you, I don't want to be near you, and I think I don't want to marry you. So just do me a favor and move out of my fucking way", I cried

He slowly moved aside and I leave the room. I walked into Leilani's room where he had sleeping in her crib. I get her baby bag and fill it with clothes, diapers, and wipes. I picked her up and swung the bag over my shoulder then left out the house.

I drove to the beach and just sat there in the car and began to cry again. I hit the wheel of the car and laid my head it.

I then hear clicking noise I looked around and of course there were two men taking pictures of me. I stuck my middle finger at them before turning my car on and ppulling off towards my old house. I park and go into the house.

"Rosie!", I called

"Bella, you're home", I hear

I look up to see my twin at the top of the staircase. I smiled at her and she runs down the stairs, I put the carseat down just in time to embrace my sisters hug.

"god, it's been so long", She says

"Too long", I agreed

"is this my lovely neice", She says as she kneels in front of my sleeping daughter

"Of course it is", I smiled

She takes the carseat and we go into the living room.

"Wow, you grew your hair out", I say

"Oh, yeah now people won't be able to tell who is who", She laughs as she takes Leilani out

"where's Taylor?", I asked

"he's out with his family", She answers

I nodded.

"why are you here? Not that I don't want you here but it's been so long since you came home", She says

"um, needed to get out of the house", I sighed

"what happened?", she asks

I sighed and felt the tears return.

"I can't", I sniffed

She sits beside me and wraps an arm around me.

"tell me"

"He has a son", I sniffed

"You're pregnant?", she gasped

"No, Jessica...she got pregnant", I say as I wiped my tears

"How?", she asks

I give her the dumb look.

"No, wasn't he with you? Was he having sex with her too?", she asks

"apparently, they fucked around superbowl time", I sighed

"But you were pregnant before then...so when we were all at the house she was pregnant or just finding out she was pregnant basically", she inquires

I nodded.

"this is all fucked up", she says

We sit there in silence as I cried on my sisters shoulder.

"what are you going to do?"

"I don't know...I told him I don't think I want to marry him anymore", I say

"do you want to marry him?"

"I don't know"

She tilts my head up with her finger tips so that I was looking at her.

"Listen, you are going to marry him. You love him to much to let this force you two apart, I know this hurts, but shit happens and you have to deal with it. But, remember you have to understand that even though you two were together you were also not together. So he probably fucked her to keep her mouth shut about their sex life. You have to deal with it, he has a son, but he also has a beautiful daughter that you gave him"

I smiled a little bit.

"don't let this tear you apart. You are a strong woman who can take a punch and throw a mean one. Go home to your man and work things out. I promise you that everything will be better in due time...and if that bitch once to throw hands again. Let me know I haven't gotten into a fight in like five years", she says

I laugh and hugged her tightly.

I stayed for a few more hours and got to see Taylor. He hasn't seen Leilani in a while so I stayed so the both of them could spend time with her. Once I saw that it was 11:23pm I decided it was time for me to go home. I hadn't realized I was out all day, I said my goodbyes, and began to make the drive home.

"Oh my gosh", I sighed to myself

I pulled into the driveway and saw that the lights were on.

"let's go baby girl", I say as I lifted her from the car seat

I walked into the house and went straight to her room to put her in bed. I changed her and slid a purple onesie on her, I kissed her head, tucked her in, and left her room. I got into my room and see Bruno on the couch asleep.

I walked up to him and kneeled in front of him. I see there were dry tears on his cheek, I bite my lip, and began running my hand through his curls.

He stirrs before opeing his eyes. He touches my cheek and smirked.

"hey", I say

"hey", he says in a shaky voice

"I am going to stay", I say

His eyes widened."I thought you were going to leave me"

I sighed and shaked my head then kissed him

"Our love is god", I whispered against his lips