Couldnt You Hear Me? |Heathers FanFic|

Chapter two: Rough Love

        ♥️~Heather Chandlers Pov~♥️

Dear Dairy,
Hi again, it's heather. Second entry so.... Yay. I guess.... I dont know. Writing has never been my favorite thing to do, but you get into things you normally wouldn't do. Like writing in a fucking diary. I guess that's what hell does to you.
Writing calms my nerves so that's good. Helps me not go ape shit crazy, ya know? Honestly im surprised I havent killed someone by now. Since I can touch things and stuff. I could put some drain cleaner in someones coffee for old time sake.....
Ok, relax. It was a joke.

Well Ive realized that being dead have a lot of ups and down,
(Cough, cough, no shit)
But like I said in my last entry it gets pretty lonely, so like always. I took a visit to bitch#1
It appears that she has gotten used to my company since she stopped crying whenever she would see me.
Again, im not an asshole. I wouldnt want her to cry..Even though she deserves to cry her eyes out and feel guilty as fuck.
Or does she?
Damnit..
I dont even know anymore, my brain is so messed up right now and I cant even concentrate on writing. That's what she does to me. Ugh.. You know.. Veronica God I hate her.
But do I?
God Damnit!
God fucking Damnit!
I wont let myself act like a retarded bunny!
...............

... I know what I said last time I wrote, but I dont blame her for my death... It would be a shitty thing for me to do. I mean, Its not like i would tell her.

Ughhhhh

You know something? It sucks balls not being able to talk. Veronica seems to have noticed that as well. She gets into these long ass conversations and always ends with a question.
A stupid ass question.

"Are you a super bitch? Say nothing if you are!"

She always has a dumbass question for me.
       God i have to bite my fucking tounge to resist not hitting her. She has the most cute- ANNOYING giggle in the world. She thinks its soooooo funny to piss me off. One of these days im going to push her out of bed when shes sound asleep.

That'll show her not to mess with me.

Or at least for awhile.

Sometimes when I go over to have a friendly 'chat'. Shes not there, god its not like she has a social life. So why would she leave? I know she has school, but what the hell is she going after?  Probably off banging a new kid.... Or at least.. I hope not..
Shes still my... 'Friend' so I have the right to know if she is.

Yeah, yeah I know. This is a short entry but I dont care. Maybe ill write more later, I dont know.
Im getting more and more tired each time I write.
But I cant go to sleep. I just.. Cant.

Its about 12:05 pm in the real time. So I think this will be a good time for me to leave.
Weird how this diary turned into a Veronica hate journal.

Well, Bye I guess.

P.s totally pushing her out of bed.
<3

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Heather set down the book and glanced around the room. She blinked a few times before sighing. Standing up, she stretched her arms out and pushed her hair away from her piercing blue eyes.
"See you soon Ronnie."
The tall girl mumbled to herself.
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