If I can help you (an Amasai fanfic)

Sincerity (NSFW)

"I-I want to be loved more..♡"

Rantarou found it so cute how he pleaded to be touched but replaced such indecent words with 'love.' He really was pure of heart. "You're so cute Saihara.. so cute and so pure.." he said with a soft smile while looking at Shuuichi. He went back to Shuuichi and kissed him while teasingly moving his hand in his inner thighs. "Maybe I should take these off, they're so nice and I don't want them getting ruined.." Rantarou whispered into Shuuichi's ear as he began to fiddle with the belt.

The belt fell with a clank and the pants fell off. "So tell me.. what made you think that?" Rantarou asked, his voice now had genuine concern. "I-I don't know.. it just comes out of nowhere.. a-and I'm scared.. especially since A-akamatsu-San left me and I.. don't want to be alone again.." Shuuichi replied softly, tears began to flow from his eyes again. "It's okay, don't be scared anymore.. I'll always be here for you." Rantarou said softly as he kissed Shuuichi's cheeks. He continued to move his hand around Shuuichi's inner thigh. He began to circle his finger around Shuuichi's crotch. Shuuichi let out soft pants as Rantarou continued. Slowly, Rantarou put his hand in the boxers and began to touch Shuuichi's member directly.
He rubbed it softly, treating it with care as he took it out of Shuuichi's boxers. He than took off the boxers and left Shuuichi's body bare except for his opened shirt. He looked at the member as he stroked it, watching it harden in his grasp. It had a soft pink tip that raised itself to his touch. Shuuichi moaned softly as Rantarou kept touching him. His hands slowly reached to his mouth and he tired to muffle himself. Rantarou saw this and moved his free hand to remove Shuuichi's hand.

"No.. I love your voice, I want to hear more of it.." Rantarou said as he kept stroking.
"I love your voice, from when you talk, from when you laugh, from when you make these noises. I love it all. I want to always hear it, it makes me so happy when I hear you." He continued. "N-noo.." Shuuichi whined and Rantarou didn't get it at first until Shuuichi spoke again. "N-noo.. I-I'm going to- ah!♡" Shuuichi let out as Rantarou's hand was covered in Shuuichi's fluid. Rantarou put the dirtied hand near his mouth and had a taste. "This is sweet too.. Saihara is so sweet.." he said seductively. He grabbed a tissue from his bedside table and wiped his hand clean before he placed a finger on Shuuichi's bottom lip. He waited until Shuuichi got the cue and opened his mouth slowly.

Rantarou fiddled with Shuuichi's soft tongue with two of his fingers. Shuuichi also assisted by coating both fingers with a decent amount of saliva. "Pwah.. ♡" Shuuichi softly let out as Rantarou withdrawed his fingers. As Rantarou moved his hand towards Shuuichi's bottom half, Shuuichi took the cue and opened his legs. Rantarou carefully put one finger in. He saw Shuuichi teared up a bit from the odd sensation. "It's okay.. I'll look for it." He reassured as he kept moving his finger, exploring Shuuichi.
"Ah! T-there! P-please! ♡" Shuuichi begged as he let out a moan. Rantarou found his sweet spot. He moved his finger and rammed it there, hearing satisfactory noises from Shuuichi. He placed his second finger and Shuuichi tensed up before he continued. Gently scissoring his fingers, he felt that Shuuichi was completely open. Rantarou started to undress himself.

"Are you ready?" He asked Shuuichi as his member was already hard. Shuuichi nodded and opened his legs further. "P-please.. I-I want to be filled with.. Amami-kun's love ♡" he replied, his voice was heavy. "You're so cute.." Rantarou said under his breath as he entered inside of Shuuichi as carefully and slowly as he could. Shuuichi let out a cry, he sounded like he was in pain. It was understandable. It was both of their first times. "Relax, it feels weirder when you tense up like that." Rantarou said as softly as he could. At least in a matter of time, they started to get the rhythm.

Rantarou managed to accustom himself into moving his hips, trusting himself inside of Shuuichi. He saw Shuuichi about to cover his mouth again so he went close and held him. Shuuichi weakly wrapped his arms around Rantarou's neck. Rantarou got a good look at Shuuichi's face. It was a lewd mess. There was sweat, drool, and tears. His eyes were closed as if he were in a dream. He kept letting out soft moans as Rantarou started to grunt. "M..more! More! ♡" Shuuichi let out and Rantarou went the fastest he could. Than he realized that Shuuichi was also moving his hips.
It was clear that they were in the moment.

It was as if they were in sync and that their hearts were one. They both came at the same time and vocalized it. Rantarou slowly pulled out and saw the mess he made of Shuuichi. Shuuichi was heavily panting as he still kept his legs in place, despite them shaking.
"R..Ran.. R-Rantarou's l..love..  I'm so.. f-full of i..it..♡" Shuuichi let out in between huffs. Wait a minute.

Shuuichi was calling him by his first name.

Rantarou felt like he was going to die right there. Shuuichi kept panting and mumbling about how he was full, as the fluids were sort of dripping onto the bed. "We should get you cleaned up.." Rantarou whispered and he carried the panting Shuuichi. His eyes were still closed, as if he were asleep.

It seemed that Shuuichi went back into his senses when he felt the cold water on his skin. Rantarou was cleaning him, making sure that every little stain was gone. "Oh good, it seems that you're back in your senses. Though you were really cute earlier.. murmuring my first name and all." Rantarou stated in a matter of fact tone. "W-what?! D-did I really?!" Shuuichi replied in utter shock as Rantarou nodded his head. "Yeah, you did." He said with a chuckle. "But that's not very important right now. What's really important is that I want you to know that all of those words I said, came from the bottom of my heart, every single one of them is sincere, so don't ever think I pity you or that I'll leave you, okay?" Rantarou said softly and Shuuichi shyly nodded his head in response before he looked back at Rantarou. "I believe you, thank you.." He said with a soft smile.

When they settled in the bed, about to spend the night together, Rantarou still noticed how Shuuichi was still smiling.

"What I wished for at that pond was that I'd be with you forever.." Shuuichi said softly and quietly, an idle smile still on his soft face.