"It can't be that bad?"
"I... I'll lose something I really don't want to lose..."
"Lex..." I hug him tighter. "What happens if you do the thing?"
"I'll still lose the same thing I don't want to lose, but the thing will be okay then. The thing will be without me, but it will be okay..."
I don't understand. "How can you lose this thing in both circumstances? What's the difference?"
"One is just better than the other, but both hurts..."
"Lex I don't understand what-"
"-but I have to do it then...right?"
"I'll stay here, no matter what you choice is. I love you, Alexander Hamilton."
"I love you too, John Laurens."
Alex's prov
Damn it John you're not helping! I really don't want to break up with him...but I don't want to lose him... In both situations I lose him...but in one he'll die... Stupid Eliza
Aaron's prov
Mad Woman
Me : So... You threatened Alex into dating you..?
MW : He'll learn to love me
Me : Eliza... You can't just make someone love you
Me : That's impossible!
MW : Then I'll do the impossible
Me : Why are you even doing this?
MW : I love Alex. Isn't that clear?
Me : No. If you truly loved Alex, you wouldn't have done this
MW : Oh really?
MW : At least he knows that I love him.
Me : you can't make someone fall in love with you Eliza! That's impossible!
MW : How many times are you going to say that?
Me : You just can't!
MW : You done yet?
Me : ...
MW : He does love me. He just doesn't know it yet.
Me : You're insane
Eliza's prov
Aaron Burr
Burr : You're insane!
Burr : What happend to the real Elizabeth Schuyler?
Burr : The one who cares about others
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Hamilton at college~ Lams
FanfictionIt's a modern Lams College AU. Alexander left for New York after the hurricane in his little home town Nevis in the Caribbean. He wrote his way out and is now on a journey to college where he will be making friends as well as meeting the love of his...