Give me attention

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"Yeah, Hongbin's right. Plus, what we do as a couple isn't your business. What about YOU? Where is Wonshik?"

Jaehwan bit his lips, irritated. "Fine. I'll leave you two alone in your shitty "date". You two are such losers, seriously."

And before any of the two could say anything, he left the room slamming the door behind him. He came back to his own room and threw himself on the bed. He laid there for a while, trying to take a nap. He really didn't want to think about anything else.

He suddenly woke up when he heard a key open the door. He ran a hand in his hair , and smiled to himself. Wonshik was back, maybe he had a surprise? He went to the living room to find his lover who looked exhausted. But as soon as he saw his boyfriend, his expression changed and a wide smile was across his face. He took him in his arms and kissed him hungrily. Jaehwan answered to the kiss until they were out of breath. He rested his chin against Wonshik's shoulder before asking:

"So... Are we going somewhere?"

Silence.

"What?"

Jaehwan took few steps back, and furrowed his brows.

"Wonshik. You didn't plan anything? At all?"

'Wait, what are you talking about?"

"Do you even know what day it is?" Jaehwan started to get angry. He really forgot? How could he??? It was the most important day of the year!

"It's... Wednesday?"

"Try again." Jaehwan crossed his arms in his chest. Wonshik gulped. Jaehwan was angry, and it's never a great thing. He was still really cute but it was annoying cause when Jaehwan was angry he wouldn't let him kiss or even hug him.

"We are... The 14th February?"

"Aaaand?"

"Uuh... Tomorrow is my birthday?"

"Oh my God Kim Wonshik you are really stupid, why am I even dating you?"

Suddenly feeling really upset, he turned his back while grabbing his coat and left the dorm. He really need air.

Wonshik was standing there, having no clue about what just happened. What the fuck?

Hongbin found him in the same position Jaehwan left him, ten minutes later.

"Uhm... Wonshik? You okay? You had a fight with Jaehwan hyung right?"

The rapper then came back to reality, and turned his head toward his friend.

"I... Don't get it... Why is Jyani angry? Did I do something wrong?"

"The question is... What you DIDN'T do..."

Wonshik was even more confused. Hongbin saw it, and sighed.

"Wonshik, we need to talk. Come here."

They sat on the sofa, and Hongbin could see that his friend was not only confused but also sad. He hates when he's like this.

"Listen. I think... WE think that you're too much into your own word. It took you a long time to finally confess to Jaehwan hyung because you were too focused on your work. But now it's even worse. You love him and we all know that. The way you look at him and the sound you too make during the ni-"

"Okay okay get to the point."

"Well, you see Jaehwan hung is someone who NEEDS attention. Don't you see how much he tries to get your attention by acting cute and being loud? Even when sometimes he hugs Hakyeon hyung to make you jealous?"

Wonshik widened his eyes.

"Really??? He did that??"

"See, you're really not paying attention at all! Anyway, the thing that made him explode today... Is that today is Valentine's day..."

"Yeah, and?"

"You still don't get it? No wonder Jaehwan hyung lost his temper! Now I wonder how he can be so patient with you. IT'S FUCKING LOVER'S DAY TODAY !

"But... I don't need a special say to say that I love him... He knows that I love him, right?"

"God I don't know if you're just too innocent or really stupid. Even if for you this day is stupid, and yeah I'm agree with you, that's really useless but Jaehwan hyung was expecting a lot. He really thought you would do something special. Wonshik you really need to get out of your own world and start focusing on Jaehwan, or you'll loose him!"

Wonshik stayed quiet for few seconds. He really didn't know that Jaehwan was expecting something special for today. He blames himself mentally. Why does Hongbin know him better than him? He's his boyfriend and he didn't even know that. He really doesn't deserve Jaehwan.

"Ya, don't cry dumbass!"

"I'm... I'm not crying!"

"I know you, you're about to cry. That's okay, you're just really... Involved into your work, and obviously he can't ask you to choose himself or your work because he know that you can't. So... You should find him and talk to him."

Jaehwan was crying, sitting on a bench, in quiet and deserted park. It was cold, and to be honest he started to regret leaving the dorm so quickly.

Wonshik was an idiot. Why did he fall in love with such a stupid man?

Suddenly, he felt something arm around his neck. He turned his face to see Wonshik, who was tying a scarf around his neck.

"Jyani you can't catch a cold, you're our vocalist..."

Jaehwan couldn't say anything. He was still crying, and despite Wonshik being a idiot, he was still so madly in love with him. He was still so caring with him, even if Jaehwan told him that he was stupid. Wonshik was never mad at Jaehwan. He always forgives him for everything and always puts the blame on himself. But the vocalist just realized that now.

"Jyani... I'm so sorry, it's all my fault. I should be more careful, pay more attention to you. I'm such a bad boyfriend... Do you... Do you hate me?"

Jaehwan smiled softly, and took Ravi's hands. They were warm , and big. He immediately felt secure, and couldn't help but pull him into an embrace.

"How can I be mad at you? You're too cute!"

"Ya, that's my line!"

Jaehwan chuckled, while Wonshik was rubbing his back.

"I'm.. I'm the one who should apologize. I'm the hyung, but I acted so childishly for a really not important thing..."

"But this is important for you! I'm so sorry. I swear, I'll make more effort to spend more time with you!"

"That's okay.. But... About that... I'm cold... And your studio isn't far...and there isn't much privacy in the dorm..."

Wonshik blushed.

"Oh. So you want to do..."

"Yeah, dumbass. Give me some attention!"

"I'll give you all the attention you deserve tonight..."