I've never been in you
Never ever, baby
But I'm an addict
I'm addicted to the idea of youAddicted to way the corner of your mouth shrinks when you smile
Addicted to your upraised eyebrows and widened eyes at the slightest hint of a flirtationIt's beautiful, but I can't go on
I'm away, baby
I'm finally far
I know it's right
But it doesn't feel like it's right
I know this will help me
But this rehab is a lifetime of misery
No matter how hard I try
I fall back into the same habitsI will relapse and you won't stop me.
YOU ARE READING
Revèuse
Poetry"Everyday we prepare a face, to face the faces we must face." TS Eliot this book will never end, it's a way for me to keep pieces of me safe.