Run Up A Check (THE BEGINNING) REVAMP

Fuck Ups

"it doesnt fucking matter you dont care" i mumbled walking back up the stairs

i heard footsteps so i knew she was coming right after me

"Yo whats up with you today you on that bs frfr" she questioned

"You my fucking problem thats what" i said before walking in the bathroom to shower after about 20 minutes of showering and calming myself down

I walked out the bathroom seeing a sad alani getting dressed since tonight was date night everyone was going to the club at this point i knew i needed this. So i quickly found something to wear so i could get dressed and leave Im riding solo Fuck them....

ALANI POV

Me and asia are waiting on lira nem to come get us because gotti up and left us here which is really fucked up i have no idea what is up with him but i know he better change his ways before i dip out i dont play them games you wanna do you ill show you how its done.

¨ Okay they here boo¨ asia said as she stood up

¨This motherfucker packed¨lira said as we walked through the club finally reaching VIP the boys were already there.

I noticed gotti sitting off to the side sipping something i told myself i would wait until later to confront him about leaving but changed my mind i walked over to him and blopped down next to him

¨Yo so wassup you flip out on me then you leave us at the house whats going on¨ i asked

¨i thought i already told you what was the problem"he said nonchalantly looking at me i realized he was high as hell

¨okay so im the problem well what you wanna do about that you wanna break up or something¨ i said realizing the 3 shots in the house and then the 2 in the car had started to kick in

¨oh so you can go be a hoe, why dont you i dont even know why i got with you in the first place its plenty of hoes out here that want me matter a fact let me show you¨ he said getting up heading down stairs

¨oh two can play that game¨ i mumbled , ¨Girls lets go dance¨ i said walking down the steps my dress hugged all of my curves to the T so i already had eyes on me it would be easy to get a boy toy

I looked across the room seeing gotti holding hands walking to the stage with a nappy wig wearing hoe, tuh thats the best he got , i looked over at the bar noticing a dread head watching me a winked at him and called him over.

¨how you doing tonight beautiful¨ he said as he approached me

¨Hey enough talking dance with me¨ i said putting my back side to him twerking to booty by blac youngsta

¨Girl what is wrong with you and gotti¨ lira whispered in my ear i looked over to see gotti mugging me while the hoodlum danced on him nearly popping her back out

I smiled knowing he was upset come on now i was a stripper you know i was doing the damn thing i dont know why he wanted to play with me

We danced together for a couple more songs before Tank when we came on i looked at gotti knowing how much he loves this song for me and him he was still with the trashcan looking hoe.

So i decided since he wanted to stay up under her ill show his ass something i pushed dreads against the wall and put on a show for him just as i slid down to his lap i felt myself being yanked by my shoulder i looked up to see a furious gotti i mean he was so mad i got scared

¨You wanna play with me huh¨

¨Say man let her go ¨ dreads said right after gotti punched him in his shit i mean so hard he tumbled back

¨Bitch why my man fighting , baby get up¨ this hoe screams

¨bitch that aint your man you big nose bitch¨ i said jumping up punching this hoe in the face as i continued to feed it to her until i felt hits coming from people behind me along with a kick i quickly got off of her falling onto my back

Everything became blurry the last thing i remember is hearing my girls screaming which let me know where were fighting just as i was about to get up i felt a huge kick to my stomach which made me black out completely

*Beep Beep Beep*

I slowly opened my eyes only to quickly shut them back due to the sun once i opened the realizing i was in a hospital i began to panic

the door opened and in came the doctors and a saddened gotti and the rest of the clan gotti walked onside the bed grabbed my hand before reaching down kissing me as tears slid down his face ¨I am so sorry i didnt know ¨ he mumbled as he hugged me i looked around confused lira and the rest just walked out leaving the doctor and gotti with me

¨doc whats wrong¨ i said growing tired of the weird vibes

¨Well, due to the fight you had last night you lost your child you were 3weeks i do apologize, ill leave you to alone for a minute¨ the doctor said walking out

I was just stuck in place it was all coming back to me

¨ohhhhhhh nooo how could i harm my child how could i have not known¨ i said breaking down

I feel as if my heart was just ripped out my chest........RIP My Lovely Child

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Authors point

Don't hate me i been having writers block not knowing how i wanted to take the book, i have enrolled back into school so i am very busy i do apologize

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