Moonsun- Ms Ceo

Chapter 5

Yongsun's POV

I finally stopped crying, I've never cried so hard to be honest, I didn't even know why i did.

I want to go back..but I don't know if i should.

I feel guilty for just leaving but i don't want to go back..and see her.

Maybe i would, but i will ignore her.

I sighed and plopped lifelessly on my own bed.

How i wished my parents were here, but they aren't, they were somewhere else.

If they finds out that a girl kissed me, i will be dead.

I need the money though...so that means..i have to go back there.

Moonbyul's POV

I was thinking about her, not my girlfriend but her..

Why out of all the people her?

I shook my head, hoping the thoughts will go away but no matter how hard i try to think of something else i just can't get her out of my head, i hope she will come tomorrow..

I really do.

I don't usually say this, but i just want to see her and know that she is okay and all.

*Beep*

I looked at my phone which was on my desk and sighed annoyingly.

"Why can't she just stop texting me already?" I grumbled and took my phone.

Krystal: babe, how are u feeling? Better?

Me: yes, don't worry and just go to sleep.

Krystal: how can i not worry? And what happened just now tat made u look so upset?

Me: u don't have to knw, just sleep and leave me alone okay?

Krystal: fine, but i want an explaination from u tmr.
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Great, just great.

I need to come up with an explaination quick.

I thought of something, but my thoughts went back to her...again.

I gulped as i recalled her lips against mine, how it fit so perfectly..

Urhh, stop it Moonbyul!

Get a grip on yourself.

Why must it be you though? Whyy! WHY!

I sighed and took my pillow, suffocating myself slightly.

I hate myself.

Why can't i forget her? Why must she suddenly..sigh...

This is all to complicated.

I felt like killing myself today.

I stood up and went to my drawer, taking out a penknive.

My painkillers.

I hate it yet i love it.

I slide it, looking at the sharp part of the blade.