FIRST LOVE (ENG VER) #VJoy #KookJoy

You at the same time

She had once loved me. The woman had spent her time in vain to love me. The woman who stood and smiled so sweetly.
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"Hey, Lee Dayeon!" I vaguely heard the familiar girl's voice calling the girl's name. The girl who even one Hanmyung High School knows if she likes me.

"- Hey, Kim taehyung, look at the- dayeon, shes already coming" whispered my best friend, Sungjae.

Yes, as I have already explained, Hanmyung's High School has known it.

I dont look at her directly, I look at her from the reflection of my phone screen.

This morning she didnt miss to give me a look of annoyance. Hey girl, really I'm not what you think I would be.

"Taehyung ah, why dont you respond to her? The whole school might already know, but why do you keep your mouth shut ..." Jimin, my best friend joined me.

But then, me and my pride, just responding to Jimin with a cynical smile.

And maybe, that girl, maybe .. She heard all our conversations. Certainly. And that very day, I may have hurt her.

***

I may be a bit unfamiliar with myself. I'm used to living by a principle and stick to that principle. And at that moment, my principle is to live freely and to follow my feelings, and to keep my pride. I'm not the kind of person who will easily admit defeat. Not in all respects. That's why, I'm always chasing one rank in various things.

Both academic and sport. I became famous for my achievements. Great ambition in sports and art.

Apparently this thing doesnt make me satisfied, even the childish thing I didnt want to give in. In the most popular 'face' selection I managed to rank one, and made me famous.

Not just in the school environment, but many people in my province began to know me.

With my life filled with flattery, I seem to forget a little thing. I may have lost.

One morning, Dayeon stood stoned in front of my desk filled with gifts and flowers from people whom I didnt even know.

"What are you doing?" I asked coldly. Maybe then, I did not realize that in fact my cold facade arose because I did not want him to see many statements of love directed at me that made her hurt again.

She looks surprised and hides something that looks like a letter.

I forcibly pulled the girl's arm, and found she picked up a mail envelope. I was just angry then. Me and my pride, preferring anger and expelling her.

"- What are you doing?" I asked. The girl bit her lip, a habit when she was confused.

"you want to steal it?" I asked, increasingly making her face blush.

"No, it fell down"she said briefly.
It was then that I learned that she had held back her tears. And she really dared to look me back.

"-you really do not know?" she asked.

I actually really understand the meaning of the question. But me and my pride never let it.

"What? If this falls? Of course not.As of this letter, I do not even read it all." I say casually.

The girl released a cynical laugh. "of course, you are Kim Taehyung .." said the girl while staring at the envelope of my letter handheld.

"- you can not be that easy to understand how important and complex it is to pour it all down in a piece of paper" she said sadly.

"Did you also write me a letter?" and maybe by that time I had at least tried.

But me and my pride may have made her feel a bit more hurt again.

"-for what do I write such a thing? stupid " she said Back to make my self-esteem hurt her when I told her ..

"Looks like your friend wrote something for me, do you know that? Should I respond?" I asked. And maybe that time, I have tried again.

The girl looked at the envelope in my hand and smiled bitterly.

"well be good to her, she's my friend .." he said and left.

The steps are light. But her shoulders shook. She cried. Really, that day I might have actually lost. Me and my pride that does not allow me to lose. Even in love. Because when in love, then I have lost.