My Mistakes (Yoonjin)

Chapter 2

Yoongi's relationship with Seokjin is as tense as ever and everyone around them could feel the atmosphere. Namjoon had told Yoongi, per Seokjin's request, what the eldest male of the group had said to him.

'Don't bother to apologize.'

Yoongi felt guilty, really absolutely guilty whenever he wanted to talk to Seokjin about something but then remembered their fight that happened, remembering those hurtful words he had thrown to the elder out of spite.

He really wanted to apologize for the things he said but the elder always avoid being left alone with him and refused to be anywhere near him at all unless there's a photoshoot or interview happening.

Yoongi realized that he had really hurt the other's feelings really badly.

That means he had screwed up big time.

The rapper stood up from his seat in his studio and stretched his limbs, groaning whenever the knots in his joints popped. He sighed as he stared at his computer blankly.

He saved his files safely so that it wouldn't be accidentally deleted like he carelessly used to and turned off the electricity he had used in his studio. He switched off the lights and air-condition.

He walked towards Seokjin's room and saw the owner of the room playing with his sugar glider, Odeng, cooing at the cute pet he owned. Yoongi bit his lips, contemplating whether he should or shouldn't disturb the other male.

He knocked the opened door softly, alerting the other that he has a guest at his door. Seokjin only spare a glance at him and went back to feed Odeng but silently this time, not making any cute noises anymore.

Yoongi sat on the bed, watching silently as well until the latter finished, not speaking a single word.

The room was quiet for a while except for the small soft noises that Odeng made as the little guy ate.

Seokjin stretched his legs and stood up after he finished feeding Odeng with plain yogurt, placing the sugar glider gently back into the cage, and started to walk away, not paying any attention to Yoongi.

Yoongi stood up as well, stopping the tall brunette from walking away by tugging his sleeve a little.

Seokjin did stopped walking but he didn't turn to look at Yoongi. The pretty male was still bitter towards the smaller and won't forgive him easily no matter how much the latter begged for his forgiveness.

Or so the eldest male thought.

Yoongi felt himself teared up involuntarily. "I'm sorry," he whispered softly to Seokjin, pressing his forehead to the back of his shoulder. "I'm really really sorry," Yoongi apologized sincerely. "I didn't mean to say those words to you. You too know I never did."

Seokjin stiffened and he felt his heart breaks.

The walls he built around his heart started to crack but he quickly plastered it up, not wanting to show any sign of weakness as he shove Yoongi's hand off his shirt and walked out of the room, not daring to look back at the heartbroken and hurt look of the younger.

Yoongi sobbed, hunching his body to the front a little as he felt his legs started to turn jelly. He covered his mouth with his right hand, sliding down to the floor as he cried.

He felt guilt, hurt, pain consumed his entire mind, sobbing so hard to ease the pain away from his being but he couldn't no matter how hard he tried.

Negative thoughts came into his mind like a speed train.

He whimpered at the thought of Seokjin hating him.

Jungkook, Jimin and Taehyung stood by the door and felt themselves teared up as well at the wrecked sobs Yoongi made.

They felt useless, not knowing how to help their favorite hyung in distress to ease the pain. Yoongi always helped them when they need help but they couldn't do the same for him because they don't know how to.

Taehyung just couldn't bear himself to watch his Daegu soulmate be in pain.

So, he walked into the room and crouched down in front of his favorite rapper, collecting the broken man into his arms as he hummed the song '4 O'clock' softly into the elder's ears until the latter fall asleep from exhaustion, clutching onto the baritone singer as if he had become Yoongi's lifeline.

Jungkook walked towards the two Daegu princes as Jimin already left to Namjoon's Mon Studio as requested from the youngest rapper of the group.

The golden youngest member bent down his waist, taking the sleeping beauty into his arms as he carried the small male to Taehyung's room since the two thought it would've be more comfortable there and that they can cuddle without any hustle of space.

Jungkook laid the elder gently on the bed, lying down with him and Taehyung as he spooned him from the back as Taehyung let the white haired man tucked his face into the taller male's neck.

They cuddled close, trying to be his guardian angels that fight away his nightmares.

Yoongi slept through the night without one.