Entry 44: Sometimes I think I don't belong in my family... My mother says I'm unworthy... I feel like I forced my boyfriend to love me... My "daughter" Isn't even my daughter... I bring negativity to my family... So sometimes... I try to end it... But I never succeed...
Entry 45: I hurt my boyfriend... Guess I'm not worthy after all... I'm a horrible person, Why does he love me?
Entry 46: it's happening more often.. I think I should starve myself again like I did when I was twelve...
*Entry 47 was scribbled all over*
Abi: *walks in on you reading his diary* WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!
