Chapter 56

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I woke up in jacks arms. And for a minute everything was okay then my phone started blowing up. I groggily reached over and grabbed it. It was Tessa and Jake and one from Ivan. Everyone else in team ten too
I checked Tessa's first
Tessa: JESS WHERE ARE YOU IM WORRIED PLEASE COME BACK
I replied with I'm okay and I will
Then jakes
Jake: Jess at least tell us you are okay austin is worried sick. So is Tessa please at least tell us you are okay
Jess: I'm fine I will be home later in with a friend
Then I checked Ivan's.
Ivan: you are a clingy bitch I am so glad you left. I wish you would have died that day you tried to kill yourself.
I started crying and threw my phone across the room. I woke up jack when I did that though
Jack: woah Jess calm down it's all gonna be okay in the end just cuddle into my chest.
Jess: he told me he wished I died that day when I slit my wrists a few months ago
I was still bawling my eyes out as I cuddled into his strong chest.
Jack was about to cry at this point
Jack: yo-you di-d wh-wh-at
Jack pulled away from the hug and pulled my left sleeve up and he saw the deep red scars
He broke at that point and was crying with me
Jess: I'm sorry jack I'm so sorry it's old I have been clean for months I promise. I started seeing my therapist again and everything I'm trying I'm sorry
Jack: Jess you could have came to me
Jess: I know but I just wanted to die
Zach Came bursting into the room
Zach: is everything okay cause both of you are crying and jack never cries
I quickly pulled my sleeve down and nodded
But I wasn't quick enough and Zach saw my wrist
Zach: Jess... wh-at are th-those
I just hid in jacks chest and cried harder
Jack: Zach don't tell the other guys please I don't want them to treat her differently cause of this
Zach: no problem um do you guys need anything food..drinks.. condoms
Jack: ZACH
I started laughing in jacks chest
Zach: what it made her laugh
Jack then started laughing with me.
Jess: no Zach we are okay but thank you
Zach left and shut the door behind him.
Jack put his hand on my neck on the side of my face and wiped the tears away then put his hand on my neck and pulled me into him like this

Jack: do you wanna go do something
Jess: jack I look like shit we can't go anywhere
Jack: Jess I have a bag of your clothes and makeup from before I left to LA in my closet. I never knew if you would need it In a situation like this. And the bathroom is over there go get ready
Jess: BUT JACKKK I don't feel like getting  paparazzied and having to deal with it
Jack: Jess where I am gonna take you I don't think there will be paparazzi
Jess: fine
I pulled myself out of his arms and grabbed the bag of clothes walking into the bathroom.
He had my Calvin Klein underwear and bra and my thrasher shirt and jeans

I pulled my hair up into a pony tail and walked outJack: wow you look amazingJess: sureeWe walked out of his room and into the living roomJack: I'm taking Jess out today since we have a free day and she needs a distraction Jess: where are we going...

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I pulled my hair up into a pony tail and walked out
Jack: wow you look amazing
Jess: suree
We walked out of his room and into the living room
Jack: I'm taking Jess out today since we have a free day and she needs a distraction
Jess: where are we goinggg anyway
Jack: it's a surprise
Jess: jack I'm not in the mood
Jack:fine we are going to the skatepark
Jess: but my skateboard is at home
Jack: don't worry I got one for you Jess you know I have like ten
Jess: true WAIT I think it's in my car actually
I grabbed my keys off the counter and ran to my car popping the trunk.
Jess: YAY I HAVE IT
Jack came out with his in his hand
Jack: that's good and holy shit when did you get a Ferrari
Jess: a while ago
Jess: are we ready
Jack: yeah
Jess wanna drive my car
Jack sure
I tossed him the keys and grabbed his board. I put them by my feet.
My skateboard was this

With THRASHERxMOBGRIP grip tape

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With THRASHERxMOBGRIP grip tape

Jack: that a dope skateboardJess: thanks yours is dope tooo

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Jack: that a dope skateboard
Jess: thanks yours is dope tooo.
We finally got to the skatepark and jack opened my door and grabbed my hand to pull me out
Jack: mà lady
I broke out into laughter
Jess: JACK we are at a skatepark with thrasher on and you are acting all fancy
Jack: of course I am for my bestfriend
Jess: I love you so much
Jack: aww I love you too
Jess no seriously you have no idea how grateful I am to have you as my bestfriend. I just want to say thankful for going out of your way to make me happy
Jack: Jess you have supported me through everything of course I'm gonna be there for you. I pulled him into a hug and we fell against the car. I kissed his neck
Jess: thank you for today
Jack:come on let's go have fun
Jess: Okay I grabbed my board and ran to concrete. I dragged the back of my board and rode away
Jess: Haha I beat youuu
Jack: not yet princess
I stopped and stared at him and he sped past me
JESS: not fairrrrrrr
Jack: If you say so.
After a full day of skating it was dark and we decided to drive home
Jess: I'm gonna have to go home today
Jack: do you want me to go with you
Jess: but then how would you get home
Jack: I can order an Uber
Jess: or you could sleepover
Jack: Jess team ten and I don't exactly get along
Jess: jack it's okay the diss tracks are behind us please I can't go alone and .... nevermind it's fine just go to the wdw house and I will drive home
Jack: I will sleepover at the team ten house
Jess: yay by the way I have clothes for you too
Jack: really
Jess: yeah I have like ten of your hoodies and a bag from pa
Jack: wow Jess
He drove to the team ten house and I walked up to the door and unlocked it with him following behind me
I opened the door and Jake Tessa Erika and Austin were waiting for me at the door.
Tessa Erika and Jake ran to me and hugged me
Tessa: THANK GOD YOU ARE OKAY
Austin: JACK I MISSED YOU
I laughed
Jack: I missed you more buddy
Jake: hello Jack he said snobbily
Jess: SERIOUSLY JAKE DO YOU HAVE TO BE AN ASSHOLE
Jake: sorry jack and Jess
Unknown: UHH OH YESS HARDER
I immediately recognized that voice as ivans and started crying.
Jack ran over and pulled me into his arms as I cried
Jack: shh it's okay Jess calm down I'm right here
Jake: jack are you sleeping over
Jack: I guess yeah
Jake: you two can sleep in my room on the other side of the house you can't hear their room
Jess: thanks Jake
Jake: no problem just please don't have sex in my bed
Jess: I wasn't planning on it
I grabbed jacks hand and walked towards jakes room. We went in and Jack and I changed and we fell asleep

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