Im Tired Of It

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Im tired of it.
Of this feeling  
Of emptiness inside.
No emotion
But sadness.
Is alive in me.
The girl you think you see
Is not real
She is just what I want to be
I want to be okay
But these demons won't let me
I try to drown them
Believe me I try.
But they learn faster than you think
Now they know how to swim.
Next they'll learn how to fly.
But the point is
That there is no escape
Once you get into this room full of darkness
There is no way to get out.
But I don't want to feel this anymore
I just don't want to feel at all
This is torture
That's all I can say
But I'm just simply
Tired of it.

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