Pain }{ K.SY (Hoshi) Book 2

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Hi.

I really like learning about your condition, it's fascinating.
I was thinking about what you asked me, would I rather feel pain or not feel any at all. I guess I understand the frustration of not feeling someone touch you- but what can I say? All I feel is pain.

Also, I understand what it's like as a lab rat. When I first came in they kept testing me, I almost died due to the pain. They're gonna start testing me again soon.

I don't want to die.

What if I do?

The only people who care about me is you and my mother.

But I like seeing the world, I want to go to Japan one day but I don't think I'll make it. I'll just stick to watching documentaries about Japan and it's history. Also the animes, damn, I'll miss them. I wonder if Tokyo Ghoul will get another season. Will I see it from heaven?

Why am I talking like I'm going to die, sorry, I have a 50/50 chance of death so I'm only worried about death. I wanna travel, but I won't be able to.

But I have to stay positive!

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