Under the mask

Chapter 15

A couple days went past, they were mostly staying at Rachel's. Their bond was certainly growing strong fast.

They both really liked each other but they never really discussed what they are.

Rachel thought about this question a lot, just thinking of little scenarios in her head were they fall in love and have a family.....

She didn't want to ask him incase he thought differently. Finn had really changed over the past few days. If she never walked home that night she would have never met him and wouldn't have started having feelings for him

Was he using her for sex? She didn't think so but what if he was? Someone to take his mind off of his problems

She wanted to ask him, fuck it! They were snuggling up watching a movie together. She was cuddled up next to him with blankets

His eyes were fixated on the tv, not knowing what was running through her mind whatsoever. He noticed that she was a little tense

He nudged her but she didn't acknowledged his movement, so he tapped her on the arm softly bringing her out of her thoughts

"Hmm?" She asked him with a straight face

"Why are you so tense?" He asked staring at her intently, trying to read her but failing. Had he done something? He thought

He didn't think he had done anything wrong, well at least not what he could remember and his memory was pretty good as was his hearing

She inhaled and eventually looked up to him, he was a little worried now. Which was unusual for him because he just didn't get scared but something about her made his heart beat quicker

"What are we finn?" She asked placing her hand over his shirt. He was a little started by this as he didn't know the answer.... or at least the answer she was looking for from him

He wanted to speak but nothing came out, almost as if his voice was muted. This made Rachel sit up fully...

She looked at him as if to say 'answer the question' but still nothing

He had never thought of this, everything was going brilliant until this shit got piled onto a plate and hit them in the ass

He leaned forward so his elbows were prompt up over his legs. He ran his hands through his hair and thought intently to what his answer was going to be

"Rach, I never really thought about it to be honest. We have only known each other for like a week" he said softly, scratching his stubble

"Finn we have had sex like 6 times since then. Don't you think we should at least try and date?" She asked but for some reason she was getting pissed at him

"Rachel..... I told you... I don't really date women. And before the remark I'm not gay" he said sheepishly

"Finn I'm not just going to have sex with you and act like we are in love if we aren't even in a committed relationship!" She shouted

"Here we go again" he said under his breath as he prepared himself for screaming and shouting to be heard from her

"What do you mean here we go again?!" She shouted at him

"Rachel we had this talk a couple of days ago because you thought I was using you" he said calmly trying to keep his cool with her screaming and shouting

"Know what I don't get?!" She retorted

"What?" He states more than a question, since he didn't have a choice in the word section of this sentence

"The other day you said 'I love you'' and that doesn't mean anything to you?" She asked calmer but still scary

He thought to himself about what he had said the other day

"That was in the heat of the moment... I didn't actually mean it rach. Are you kidding?" He said laughing

This made Rachel PISSED

"Your a worthless piece of shit! Get the fuck out of my apartment! And for me to even think that me and you could be a couple! Your twisted!" She roared at him

He did as he was told but started laughing hysterically as he stated something under his breath

"Thinking that I loved her" he said laughing

Rachel heard that but couldn't contain her anger anymore

Just as he was about to open the front door, she ran up and slapped him HARD

But somehow it didn't affect him whatsoever. He didn't move or flinch

"Goodbye princess, I'll see you tomorrow" he winked and as he opened the door

"Fuck off you bastard!!!" She shouted as she slammed the door behind her

She went over to the couch and started to sob to herself quietly

"And to think I loved him" she said through even more hot tears

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