Cold, windy night and brisk walking,
I brace myself as the cold air hits my face,
The tears in my eyes threaten to fall,
Keeping a straight face as I walk down the river,
I take a deep breath as memories of you surge out of nowhere,
Dark thoughts embrace me as I try not to break down,
I promise,
I'm not holding on anymore,
I swear,
I have no more expectations,
But I care too much about you,
I love you too much.Handsome Italian with a clean shaved face and enticing smile,
A distraction for a few days, a few hours.
Then I drown again as soon as my head hits the pillow,
My dreams are haunted by your quirky smile and dull green eyes,
I long for your touch and your love,
My love for you is infinite and unconditional,
Even if it is of insignificant importance to you.
I can't get enough of your silly jokes,
I can't get enough of your weird anecdotes and your clumsy incidents,
But now I am only facing your silence and it's killing me,
I miss your smile, I miss your endless stories that would make me laugh,
I miss your presence,
I miss you,
But you don't.
And I know and accept that I mean nothing to you,
I am simply writing to share little bits of my sorrow.
YOU ARE READING
Words say it better
PoetryThis book contains some of my poems, Love Betrayal Sadness Happiness Lust Friendship Hatred .... ~ Stella ❤️