Evanesce (My Boo Fanfic)

Update

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First, I apologize for my absence. Been dealing with stuff. Stuff sucks. 

Update: Hey everyone, I haven't been feeling too well and it's really been taking a toll of my creative sense if you will. I initially planned to update this story at least once every 2 weeks if not every week while I was on my holiday break. However, as many may know by now, Jonghyun's death really shook me in ways I didn't really see possible. It isn't because I'm such a huge fan of Shinee, because I am not honestly. I liked their music, I liked their solo projects, but that obsession was never there and I would never claim the fandom as a home.

But his death only magnified my year in reflection. My entire 2017 has been highlighted by multiple deaths of friends near and far who chose suicide as their final answers because their pleas for help went unheard, ignored, or unnoticed. Because of this realization for me, I took sometime away. Avoided this site, and others a like because I didn't want the daily reminders. Even seeing the tribute art still kind of hurts, but not just because of Jonghyun's situation. But because of others too who have suffered.

So in short, I'm not sure if I'll really have the motivation going forward to tackle this story. I really did have plans to, and I will try to continue... But as of now, I'm struggling despite this being a new year. I guess the actual storyline from the Webtoon has caused me to be a little depressed and with IRL things happening around me, it's not really helping me to recover from such a dark place. 

Despite my own shortcomings and issues, I hope everyone had a pleasant entry into the New Year!

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