Do I Love My Bully? (Mindless Behavior Story)

Chapter 17

IN VERIZON

Roc: (walking around) So what you looking at?

You: Umm, This is okay (picking up a phone)

Roc: (looking at you stupidly) Y/n i know you don't want that ugly little phone. I doubt it has internet.

You: I mean , I-

Roc: (cutting you off) What color of these you want? (picking up an iPhone 5s)

You: Roc no, I dont need that. I'm serious

Roc: Y/n , I'm in the band mindless behavior (laughs) I have money.

YOUR POV

I thought about that for a second. He does have money . What am I acting so shy for?  Because I don't wanna look like a spoiled brat. But that phone is nice . I actually would love a gold one. As soon as I thought about that , I spat it out..

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You: I want a gold one.

Roc: (laughing) I knew you wanted one.

You: (blushing) I didn't wanna seem really greedy or spoiled.

Roc: (walking to register) I know your not spoiled. I know your not greedy. You can be cool around me and the boys .

You: W-well okay.

Roc turned on my phone and all that good stuff ,When we got into the car I was just really. ... .. thankful. Despite all odds, Roc was a really sweet person.

In the car

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You: (on your phone)

Roc: Dang y/n , Give it a break (chuckles)

You: (looks up smiling) Oh, I just , The phone it j- .. Thankyou roc.

Roc: (looking down) Your welcome. (pulls up to house)

You: (puts phone in your pocket and smiles)

Roc: Why are you so gorgeous? 

You: Roc, don't do it. I thought we were cool.

Roc: (kisses you)

Oh my gosh.

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I didn't know what to do, I admit I kissed back a LITTLE, Then I stopped .

You: Roc, stop. You know I'm with Jacob.

Roc: Fuck jacob, Stop hangng around jacob.

You: Why are you so JEALO-

Roc: Jealous? Jacob isn't a good guy!

You: Your acting like such a jerk , You know everything that I'm going through & you can't even let me get into a peaceful relationship .. Your being so SELFISH (gets out the car aand walks to the door almost tearing up)

Ray: (opens the door ) Dang y/n , what's wrong?

You: (runs up stairs) FUCK EVERYTHING , EVERYTHING IS SO HARD. WHY DO I GO THROUGH SO MUCH WHEN I'M SO YOUNG 

YOUR POV

Roc didn't even make me that upset. Everything I've gone through just roamed my mind. It was too much at one time . I just needed a blunt to be honest . With that thought, I called my old friend Marcus. I remembered his number , suprisingly . So I called up marcus .

END POV

On the phone

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??: Hello

You: Hello , this is y/n , Is this marcus? (sniffling)

??: No, this is his nigga Jamal , Here's marcus.

Marcus: Hello? 

You: Hey, marcus? (smiling over the phone)

Marcus: Y/n?!?!

You: Yeah (laughing)

Marcus: Wassup shawtyy, i aint speak to you in forever. You good ? Whatchu need?

You: Not really , I need some

Marcus: You need some-some?

You: Yeah. 

Marcus: Ard, imma pick you up . Where you at?

You: (looking out the window) 3527 Dolbrook lane , I think this is Alanta

Marcus: Gotchu shordd , be there in 20 

You: Okay (hangs up)

END OF CONVO

YOUR POV

i kniw I sholdn't be smoking , but I was to the point where I needed something or I was gonna go crazy .I know you're wondering how I know about smoking , I smoked a few times when I thought about my mother & abusive father , wondering about what Tyler is gonna do when he's grown , wondering about how my life was gonna be in years to come . I hushed it all up with a blunt .

END OF POV