AN//hello! i'm really not the best at writing but i do try my hardest. i really like twenty one pilots and yeahhh so this is just sort of an experiment and it's really just for fun i don't expect anything huge from this. anyways thank you!
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josh struggled to get out of bed this morning. to get ready- dreadful. deal with family- dreadful. school- dreadful. work- dreadful. nothing just seemed to be working out for josh after she died.
"i can't do this anymore. she was all i had. i can't." josh thought as he wept into his pillow.
soon enough his alarm went off and he got up, got ready, dealt with his family, and put a smile on his face.
as he drove to school he turned on the radio. (play song above) a song he wasn't familiar of. it was calming. his mind was all over and his heart was racing but- this song. stopped it all. but then it reminded him of her. he shut it off immediately and punched the steering wheel with his fist multiple times.
"dammit, dammit, dammit! why her? fuck!" josh yelled as tears streamed down his face.
he then realized he scared the people around him and they all sped up to avoid him. he felt alone. again. as usual. he's not surprised.
he gathered himself and finally arrived to school. he shut the door and saw his best friend ashley across the parking lot.
she turned around and spotted him.
"hey josh! c'mere!" ashley said with a big smile on her face.
"okay okay i'm coming!" josh yelled back at her as he locked his car and jogged over.
"hey ash. what's up?" josh said finally catching up to her.
"hey i was wondering if you wanted to come hang out after school. my street? you know which one right?" ashley questioned.
"u-uh yeah. you live on Halsey Road right?" josh said nervously as he guessed.
"hell yeah man! you remembered!" ashley said cheerfully as she nudged him with her shoulder.
"of course i did! i have to work until 5. i'll meet you there at 5:30?" josh said nervously again.
"yeah man. i'll see you there. but meanwhile look who is waiting for you." ashley snickered and she pointed up ahead.
josh looked. it was his boyfriend.
good ol' dallon weekes.
"hey, you brat."
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changed. - joshler fic
Fanfiction"mom please" josh cried as tears streamed his face. "no. this won't happen. i won't allow my son to be a queer." she hissed "josh. you've- you've changed. and it's not a good thing."
