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- I'm not going to tell my whole life story, but i will share the most heavy things about my life. -

Mary POV;
It all began a few years ago. I was a little 11 years old girl and i started dreaming about weird things.
Weird, unreal things, and i can't even tell where they came from.
I was struggling with autism, and i had a social problem.

One night....
I went to bed at 10:00 PM. It was late, for a 11 years old girl.
"Mom?" I said.
"Yes? What's wrong?" My mom asked.
"I feel weird"
"You are weird, and now go to bed!" She laughed.
I walked upstairs and brushed my teeth.

When i finished everything i had to do, i finaly went to bed.
*Sighs* "I'm not tired at all.. What can i do?"
Maybe i can imagine some situations in my head!" I whispered.
I always talked to myself, without even realized.
I was thinking about a few situations in life.
What if i was in hospital? What would Alfie do? Would she miss me? Would she cry?
After a few minutes i fell asleep, and nothing happened.

Untill.....

3.00 AM;
Water, water, and water.
It felt like i was drowning.
I opened my eyes and i was still laying in my bed.
My breath was very heavily, and i had tears in my eyes. I closed my eyes again, and the dream was back. There was coming alot of water from under my bed!

I screamed, i cried, and i couldn't even control my breath.
Then i heard a voice; "Mary!"
"Mary wake up!"
"Mary!!!" My mom screamed.
My eyes were open, i was awake, and i heard my mom, but i can't see her and the only thing i saw was the water in my room. i felt like i was choking, drowning and my heartbeat stopped for a second.

I don't know what happened after this moment, but i woke up in a white room, white walls, white bed and i was wearing a pyama. I was in hospital.

"Hello, can you see me?" Someone asked.
"I am your doctor, can you tell me what happened?" She asked.
"There was water in my room" i answered.
"Are you afraid of water?"
"No but i was drowning" there was a weird feeling in my stomach.
"You was drowning? In your room?" She looked suprised.
"Yes.. I was" i felt awkward, i didn't know her and this sounded so weird to her.
"I think you were dreaming hunny, is everything okay now?" She was very careful.
"Yes iguess, i'm really tired" i said and i fell asleep.

The same dream was back that night. I opened my eyes, and i saw nothing, i only heard the sound of water and the sound of me screaming under water. I cried and screamed again and the doctor was talking to me.
"Shhht don't worry! I am here" she said.
"You're daydreaming sweetie! Don't worry it's not real life!"
"Don't believe in it!"

My eyes were open. I just saw nothing, all i saw was black.
"I can't see anything" i said.
"Help me" i screamed
"Please help me!"

I heard a few people around me who were talking about me.
The sounds in my head were gone and i was happy about that, but i still saw nothing.

"I don't get it, why she can't see?!" Someone asked.
"I don't know we have to search a cause"
"Here sweetie, take those medicine, it will make you calm" my mom said.
I remembered her voice, she was stressed.
"Am i blind?" I asked.
"The doctors are still searching a cause and they will see what they can do for you" she whispered.

I took my medicine and i fell asleep without having a dream.

That day after, i woke up and i saw my mom. I just saw her!
"Mom.... I can see you!" I said. I was so happy, last days i was so scared and stressed.

After this day... I started with therapy, i needed it after everything that happened.
This therapy was for a year, and after this time i never had these nightmares again, and i could see everything. Happy end... But there is more.........

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