I bore the brunt of the damage
Shielding my unit from the IED
Hot, hot, hot shrapnel tearing through
Meat and nerves.
I felt the heat,
The fire so hot I thought I would
Burn alive with flesh cracking,
And bones blackened.
I felt the tiny bits of metal
And plastic as they became
Embedded just so;
I couldn't move without it
Scraping bone.
I felt the M.A.S.H. Unit
Tearing me apart to fix me up.
Getting me all dressed up like
A turkey on Thanksgiving.
I felt my Family's stares when
I returned, eyes all tracing the
Scar tissue covering half my face,
And the wheelchair I couldn't move
Without.
I felt my fingers digging into cotton sheets,
Nails becoming jagged and bleeding
As I tried to find something to
Ground myself, to remind me
that I wasn't back there.
I felt the weight of the .34,
Knowing that despite my honourable
Discharge and Purple heart that death
Was all that was left for me.
No one wants a scarred, crippled
Woman.
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Memories and Nightmares
RomanceThis is the compilation of writing that I submitted for my Creative Writing class. Small warning: some of the subjects in this Anthology may be triggering and.or unsuitable for some readers