The devils disguise ( The Nerds Secret

Are Dirty Little Secret

Recap:As we sit around the fire I think I should tell them what I have been hiding. " Hey guys I know we just met but I need to tell you this." I say they all look me with Curiosity. "Ok so don't freak out or tell no one

Chole POV: "ok so don't freak out or tell no one but I am in a gang." They don't move they don't talk they don't do anything I want to scream do something but I am afraid of what they will do. They start laughing that they are gasping for air they make me think of a seal trying to breath. "what I don't get it why are you laughing shouldn't you be like call the cops or something?" I ask very confused then I remember that I saw them at the club but they only saw me fight unless they followed me for a period of time. "Now why would we do that we don't need to draw attention to are self and we all knew"Ryan says. " so you follow me and stalked me for like how many days cus you sure did your hw on me."I say with sass what it comes naturally for me. " You could say that we looked you up." "I have it to where you can't see my personal life just my ohh I am so good girl life so how did you find out?" I ask curious to how they found that information. "Well the truth is we are just like you we are in a gang but your the first so I had Alex research you and we found out." Ryan said Alex never really looked to nerdy to me he looked more like that golden boy that every one want to be. "Ok so now that you know my dirty little secret you can't tell. No one about

will be very ugly." I say as intimidating as I can zbut failing. "Ok but one thing you can't be the nerd no more you have to be yourself at school if not we tell the whole school what you are." He says I mean I don't really want to drees like how I do outside of school but it will be easier for me and my work I do I say "Deal" I put my hand out for him to shake it " Deal" He says. I get up and I really board but I think I should get some sleep for school since I make my big entrance tomorrow.

TIME SKIP TO when she at home

I get home and look at all my outfits for what I should wear I pick a gray tank top and a pair of light washed jeans with Golden hoops and a golden watch with a brown purse. With that I go to my bathtub put a lush bath-boom in and try to relax for school tomorrow. I get out and put on my pjs and try to sleep but I can't I just can't knowing that people with be there knowing my real style my real look I can't I can feel my anxiety coming in I get up and go get my pills to relax some of my anxiety. I then try to write in my journal I don't write much only when I need to. It help me calm down this journal is just not some journal it's special. My mom gave it to me right before she died she said it was her way of knowing that my anxiety would be ok. It help me so much after my family's death. As I finish writing in my journal I get back up and spray some vanilla lavender in my room that's the only lavender that helps me fall asleep. Well unless it's a sweet lavender. I get in my bed and off I go to a imaginary world and hopes school will go well tomorrow.

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