just an introduction

intro

I'm Doel and I only want you to know more about me so you can measure my works more personally and connect with me on a major scale. I will describe my background closely so that you can follow the story chronologically just as is necessary to aid your understanding. I'm emotional, angsty, sexually frustrated and I hate hurting people. My overaffectionate personality has gotten me into quite a bit of trouble at times and my over justification defense mechanism doesn't do my character any favors either. I love people and I always from the bottom of my heart wish them well. Fighting my desires I would say is my battle. I am my own worst enemy and he wants to give away my mind to the forces that taunt. I seek release from the chains this world outs upon my spirit. Love is the answer(just as with everyone else) which is why I want to stop hating myself.

Birth(what I know)

I was born in Waterbury, Connecticut. I was not meant to be born there. My mother(according to her side of the story) was trying to get away from my father's family and though my father did not want to go he was not prepared to abandon us to my mother's adventures and quests to find happiness. Don't get me wrong my mom is an irresponsible-free spirit-maniac but she loved us like no other. Before and after I was born my father had found work in a factory to sustain us. I was the youngest of me and my sister and my half brother was older than all of us(his father was not in the picture). We thrived thanks to my fathers quick action. I was born a healthy baby boy.