Regretted Revenge---Shot 5

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" its nice na??" I picked the one piece and show him. I usually don't wear short dresses just I wanted to try.
Sanskar's expressions are so serious. He seems to be angry and was glaring at salesman. He almost snatched the dress from me and throw at salesman's face.

" you are no one to suggest my would be wife" his words were calm but dangerous enough to send shivers down my spine.

" so.rry sir" I felt pity on that salesman who quickly went after apologizing.
I didn't understood why Sanskar is angry that salesman suggested me or I thought of taking one piece.

" that one piece was nice" I said as we came out of the shop. I regretted after saying but once words are spoken can't be taken back.

" no need to wear all this I don't want to display your body for others" Sanskar's words shocked me to the core. He is so possessive,I should be happy or sad?
" okay" I slowly mumble to which he ignored.

Later we shopped few other necessary things and dropping me at my house he left. I cursed myself as his mood got off bcoz of me. He didn't uttered a word in car also. I will say sorry next time. I started showing the stuff I shopped to my mom.

Finally sunday came and today i and sanskar will get married. I'm sitting in my bridal Dress all ready just waiting when ma will come to take me. Our marriage is not a big occasion just there are few near ones and family members.

I'm playing with my fingers when the door opened and ma came inside. I found her eyes are teary as she will be alone now but I will frequently come here so she should not feel lonely.
" come shona" she was able to say only this in her heavy voice. I hugged her in assurance then went downstairs.

I'm having net veil on my face so can see blurred everything. I sat beside sanskar and the rituals started. We took seven rounds holding each other's hand. Later he picked my veil to fill my hairline then tie mangalsutra around my neck. My eyes got closed feeling blessed.

" you can take elder's blessings" I heard pandit Ji said.
After doing all the rituals I hugged my ma and tears didn't stopped from eyes as I was leaving her.

" sanskar will keep you happy" ma convinced me and I nodded.
One side I'm happy to start my new life with sanskar and on the other side I'm in grief for leaving my ma.
Soon we left for Sanskar's house.

I was taking baby steps bcoz of my heavy bridal dress. We were welcomed by a lady who seems to be of my ma's age. When we were done performing post marriage rituals she took me to sanskar's room.

" I'm Sanskar's Bua kamini" she caress my face and said.I smile and nodded. Making me comfortable on the bed, she left. I removed my veil bcoz it's irritating now along with it little  heavy jewels also to reduce the weight on me.There is pin drop silence in the room, I can hear my own heavy breath and the sound of the clock. I looked around Sanskar's room, it is so beautiful and luxurious.

It's 11:45 at night and sanskar still didn't came. I'm nervous to face him but now getting tired sitting alone from almost an hour. I half lied with the support of the bed relaxing myself.
Swara's povs ends.

Kamini smirk as she saw Sanskar sitting in the bar and drinking even today. He is badly addicted to alcohol and need it every night.

" Sanskar beta you should go to your room, swara must be waiting for you" kamini said showing her concern.
" I will go" he said gulping down the all wine in his glass.

" take care" kamini patted his cheeks and left.
Sanskar stand up from the chair. He is drunk but in proper senses . it's his daily habit to drink and he very well know how to have control on his mind.

Swara jerked as she heard the loud noise of door closing. She signed in relief as sanskar only came. Sanskar stare her with soft eyes and went close to her.

" sorry to make you wait" he sat on the bed and held her hand.
" it's okay" swara smile. She felt alcohol smell but thought as he must have drunk little due to marriage so ignored.
" you are really pretty" he touch her cheeks.

Swara lowered her gaze feeling shy. She clutched bed sheet as sanskar lean and softly kiss her neck. He was gentle and removed her jewels. He came on the top as swara lie on the bed. She tightly closed her eyes as his touch became rough.

He held her wrist tightly due to which her bangles broke as the result little blood oozes from her fair whitish skin. Swara tried her best not to scream, tears flow down her cheeks. Sanskar stopped feeling wetness. It pricked him seeing her in tears. He didn't noticed the blood on her wrist, just kissed her eyes soothing her pain. .

Swara don't want to stop him, he love her and being a husband has all rights. Sanskar discarded their clothes and marked her as his. He was rough, swara felt pain but she beared everything bcoz she loves him and mistaken his touch also of love.
Sanskar took her in his arms who was almost dizzy due to tiredness. She is happy to be his.
To be continued....

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