How told them any way? The only poeple who knew were my
family, the doctorers/nurses, and Liam, and I know nune of them would ever tell a soul.

I pulled it my phone to see what time it was, I still have twenty minutes before my frist class, sadly Liam is my last class though. When I looked to check the time again I realized my phone was blowing up with messages from Twitter, Instagram, Snapchat, and ect.

I opened messager and saw messages like.

Go try and kill your self again
you're worthless.

Try bleach.

Hang your self.

Try starving your self you could lose a few pounds.

And way more, the messages from all my other social media's were basically the same messages.

× I began looking through my book bag. Then my hand hit what I was looking for, I grabbed
the oh so familiar blade and pulled up my shirt. I cut a short
shallow cut, then I cut a long deep on, I recited this pattern in till I became dizzy. ×

Suddenly the bell rang I quickly washed my cuts and the razor. Then put the razor in my back pack and ran to my frist class.

When lunch time rolled around
I sat by my usual tree, I had food but I wasn't actually going to eat it, instead I just drank my water
and thought about all the mean
things poeple have been telling
me.

Weil I was thinking I actually spilled my water on my shirt.
I deside to just let it be. Suddenly
someone I didn't think I'd ever
see again approached me.

"Niall can we talk?" Harry asked
I nodded my head and he sat down beside me. "Niall I'm really
sorry for what I siad to you, I didn't mean any of it, can we please be friends again?"

"Fine but never do that again or
I won't forgive you." " I won't I promise." "Are you and Louis back together?" " Yeah it was a stupid fight that we both realized
wasn't worth are  relationship."

"Im glad yo to are back together you make a great couple." I siad with a smile. "Yeah. hey, you haven't dated like ever, I should
hook you up with someone, remember Josh he'd be perfect for you.

Oh. No. Josh? He's the one who
raped me. "Umm yeah I'm good but thanks." "Oh come one Niall
Josh isn't that bad he's actually-."
Weil Harry rambled on about Josh I started to remember everything.

Flashback *

Me and the boys were at a party,
almost every one was drunk, Josh walked over to me and stares hitting on me.

"Hey baby. what do you say we go up stairs to my room and have some fun?" "No I'm good." "Oh come on it'll be so much fun." "I'm good." "Come on." Before I couldn't say anything else he grabbed my. Are and pulled me up stairs.

He took me to his room and shut
the door. "Strip." "No" "I SIAD STRIP YOU SLUT!" John scared me so I beginning taking my clothes of, once I was down to my boxers he stopped me. "Now climb on the bed take your boxer off and get on all fours." He siad in a demanding voice.

I took of my boxer and got on all fours. I then felt the bed dip down.
Josh then beginning placeing kiss all over my back. After he was done kissing my back, he started rummaging through his night stand and pulled out a condom, and put it on.

Then with out any warning he slammed into me. I then beginning to cry from how much pian I was in. "STOP CRYING AND TAKE IT LIKE THE SLUT THAT YOU ARE!"
He yelled. After he was done with his orgasm, he tied the condom, shut throw it away and got a new one. He then slammed into me again and  again intil he had yet another orgasm.

By the time he finally past out I was so sore that it hurt to even stand. When I finally go out of his room, I went to find my friends, but they were already gone.

I then hear shuffling from upstairs, and a couple minutes late Josh came down stairs, and took me back to his bedroom.

This time he tied me up and made me give him a blowjob, he also made me swallow what he released into my mouth. He also. Spanked me multiple times that night, and fucked me multiple times.

When I finally got home I was a sobbing mess, I was also terrified to leave my house.

End of flashback *

"Niall why are you crying?" Harry asked sounding really  concerned. "It's nothing. I have
to go see you later."  I then ran of before he could protest.

Weil I was running I heard some buddy call my name, but t I did stop running, I the heard someone run be hind me. I the
felt to musclely arms rap are my wasted and stop me from running. The preson then flipped me around and I began bang on there chest.

"LET ME GO,LET ME GO,LET ME GO! I yelled. "Shhhhh. Baby clam down, tell me what happened."
once I realized it was Liam I physically relaxed and began sobbing on his chest.

The bell then rang, and Liam let go of me ,and gave me a we'll take about this later look and waked off, leaving me scared and feeling cold.

The rest of the classes went by
in a blur. At the end of Liam's
class I wake out and waited for him by his car. When he came   out we got in the car and sat in silence on the way to his house.
When we got to his house he opened the door for me and we
went inside.

You want to watch a movie it can be like a movie date? He asked I just nodded and picked out the movie weil he mad the popcorn.
I picked If I Stay and waited for
Liam. When Liam came in I pressed play and we cuddled and
watched the movie.

Even though my phone was blowing up the whole time. I
was tempted to look but
restrain myself from doing so.
When the movie was over Liam
looked a me. "Are you going to
tell me why you were a sobbing mess in the hall way earlier?" I swallow the lump in my throat.
" Well. Two years again when I was in Tenth grad, I went to a party, at this p-party t-t-there
w-w-w-was this g-g-g-guy a-a-a-and h-h-h-he-. I stopped and took
a deep breath. R-r-r-raped me multiple t-t-t-times, and Harry
s-s-s-siad m-m-m-me and h-h-h-him would be perfect together
and  H-h-h-him taking a-a-a-about him b-b-brought back
b-b-bad memory.

By the time I was done I was
balling like a baby. Liam looked
really mad. "Who was he?" He asked in a frustrated tone. "H-h-his n-n-n-name is Josh. Liam then
took me in his arms and hugged
me tight. "I want let him touch you again baby."

I then looked up and connected are lips together. The kiss soon  became heated, and Liam slid
his tongue across my bottom lip asking for entrance, which I gladly gave. Just as the kiss stated to get even more heated the front
door opened.

"Hey Liam. have you seen Niall he's supposed to be home by
no- HOLY SHIP! We pooled a part
and looked over seeing a shocked
looking.

Hahahahaha I'm so mean.

I hope you guys liked it.

Also I can't believe my frist ever
smut was rape, I mean it was my chose.

Any how thanks so much for reading I'm shocked that I have so many reads even if poeple don't continue reading, so thank you so much you guys are truly amazing.

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