That Teacher ( Niam ) (Completed)

chapter 1

Niall pov

Hell. that's the word I would
use to describe my life.
Hi my name is Niall James
Horan I'm 17 and in 12th
grade. Any how back to
my life being hell you might​
be thinking oh he's just
Overreacting but I'm not.

You see my dad left when
I was 10, leaving me with a
abusive mother and a brother​ who doesn't know how to stay
out of trouble, unfortunately
he's never gotten in enough
trouble for the cops to show
up, not that I want him to get
in trouble with the cop I just
don't want to live in this
house any more.

That's not the only reason
why my life is hell, you
See I'm not exactly popular
at school I mean I have
"friends" if you can even
call them that, we barely
even hang out, there to busy
in there own relationships
to even notice my existence
I mean they say hi and stuff
Abut thats about it.

Also I'm gay so that doesn't
help, even though my friends
Harry and Louis (also
known as larry) are gay I
still get bullied, it's because poeple See me as a easy target,
I mean im scrawny weak and
wouldn't do to much to you
if you hurt me, I would and
could never hurt another
person.

I'm also still upset about my
dad leaving, he and I were
close, he use to give me good
advice and be there when I
need him, I'm not just up
set abut him leaving I'm
upset because I don't have
A family anymore, before he
left believe it or not
my mom use to actually care about me and my well beings,
and my brother was a porfict
little angle and did nothing
wrong, and he and I were
best friends we told each other everything now I'm lucky to
Even see him in less he needs
my help with something or
wants something.

And when my dad was here I
didn't have time to see how
Ugly and useless I was, if my
dad were still here I wouldn't
think of ending it all.

I'm a waste of space no one
wants me here, thats why
I punish myself by cutting
And burning myself and some
times even starving myself.

No one ever notices in Plus
I only ever cut and burn
on my stomach and thighs,
and as far as the starving myself
situation goose I say I need
To lose weight, I'm fat ugly
and a waste of space, I should
just end it then ever thing
would be better right?

I mean know one would
notice neither care if I was
gone so way not just end it
and do a favor for the world?
The world would be so much
better without me.

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Well that was the first chapter
I know how I do space I that
Kind of stuff is bad also the writing in general, but I hope
you like it also after I introduce
Liam I hope to make chapter
longer, any how thanks
For reading, you can vote if
You want bye👋👋👋.