Insecure [rochan]

Not?

"Chanhee I-"

"Don't say anything, I want to help," Chanhee said with a small smile.

"I can't take this money from you," Rowoon told the boy.

"Please take it," Chanhee begged.

Rowoon let out a sigh and stood up. He pulled Chanhee into a tight hug.

"Thank you," Rowoon said.

Chanhee just closed his eyes and embraced it, sometimes he just wanted Rowoon to hold him forever.

"Will you go to the hospital with me?" Rowoon questioned still holding onto Chanhee.

"Yes," Chanhee answered softly. "I'll do anything with you hyung."

-

Chanhee followed behind Rowoon with his hands buried deep in his pockets. They walked down the hospital hallway until they got to the room.

"Rowoon, I was just going to call you," his older brother, Youngbin, as he stood up.

"Why?" Rowoon questioned with worry.

Youngbin saw Chanhee behind Rowoon and sent a small glare towards Rowoon.

"Can we talk in private," Youngbin said as he dragged Rowoon out of the room.

"What?" Rowoon questioned with a bit of annoyance.

"The doctors need to do the operation like now, or she's gonna die," Youngbin said sadly.

"Have them do it, we can afford it now," Rowoon said with a small smile.

"We can? How?" Youngbin asked with wide eyes.

"Chanhee gave me money for it," Rowoon said simply.

"I thought he hated you," Youngbin said with a bit of confusion.

"I don't think so," Rowoon said with a smirk as he looked down at his feet.

"You like him like that, don't you," Youngbin said with a small sigh.

"Yeah, and it's killing me," Rowoon said with a bit of frustration.

"Hey, I'm going to find some water," Chanhee said as he walked up to the two.

"Okay, just don't get lost," Rowoon said to him.

"I won't," Chanhee said as he rolled his eyes and walked down the hall.

Rowoon just watched as Chanhee walked away, Youngbin just shaking his head at him. Rowoon looked at Youngbin with a content look on his face.

"Have fun with that," Youngbin said as he walked back into the room.

"Don't tell me you don't have anyone you're interested in," Rowoon said with an eyebrow raise.

"Maybe, but they like someone else, I know it," Youngbin sadly.

"Tell me, now," Rowoon said, wanting to know every little detail of his brother's personal life.

"Later," Youngbin said to him.

"Uh, Youngbin," the doctor said as he came into the room. "Have you come up with a decision?"

"Yes, please proceed with the surgery," Youngbin said as he looked at his sleeping mother.

"Please save her," Rowoon said to the doctor.

"We'll do everything we can to save her," the doctor said with a reassuring smile.

Rowoon smiled back before looking down at his mother. He just hoped she'd get better.

~

Chanhee walked down the hall, an attempt to find a water fountain or something. He continued walking when he saw a boy with crutches sitting on a bench in the hall. Chanhee didn't think much of him but then he said something.

"Hey," the boy said to Chanhee.

Chanhee stopped in his tracks and looked over quickly.

"What are you in for?" he questioned with a smirk.

"Uh," Chanhee managed to say, feeling shy around this stranger.

"Sorry, I've been here for two hours with nobody to talk to and I'm getting pretty sick of it," the boy said with a sigh. "I'm Kim Youngkyun."

"Kang Chanhee," Chanhee said a bit uneasy.

"So why are you here Chanhee?" Youngkyun questioned.

Chanhee looked down the hall both ways before letting out a sigh and sitting next to Youngkyun. His mission for find water would have to be on hold

"My b-" Chanhee stopped himself quickly, not sure if he was going to call Rowoon his babysitter or boyfriend. "My friend's mother is here, I came to visit with him."

"Oh," Youngkyun said with a small head nod. "Well, I broke my leg so that's why I'm here."

"I'm sorry," Chanhee said as he looked around, he noticed a pen on the ground. He picked the pen up, turned to Youngkyun and smiled. "Can I sign your cast?"

Youngkyun looked at Chanhee and smiled.

"Sure," Youngkyun said as Chanhee leaned over to write his name.

"There," Chanhee said with a smile.

"Cool, I got one signature," Youngkyun said.

"I should probably get back to my friend, he's probably worried about me," Chanhee said as he stood up.

"Okay," Youngkyun said, looking a bit sad that he'd be alone again. "I hope I can see you again."

"Don't worry," Chanhee said as he pointed to his cast. "We'll see eachother again."

Youngkyun looked down to see a phone number next Chanhee's name. He looked back up at Chanhee who just simply smiled before walking back away. He had finally met a friend that would hopefully want to spend time with him.

Youngkyun looked back down and noticed that Chanhee's fives were backward.