Tired //Grethan

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he leaned in slowly and kissed me. I couldn't comprehend what was happening. the first time we kissed it didn't really matter to me.

It was soft and gentle. I felt butterflies in my stomach. I pulled away and looked at him.

"I-I'm sorry I didn't mean to-"

he started to talk but I interrupted.

"It's fine."

I smiled. he then smiled back. so then what are me and gray are we in a relationship or what are we? I mean I'm not gonna lie that kiss was amazing.

we stayed silent for a moment. I don't really know what this is between me and grayson.

I would like to be in a relationship with but. its weird dating my brother. well not really weird just awkward. what will people say? will people judge us?

"well I mean I would like to be your boyfriend. but it's up to."

he said. shit did I say that out loud? what if he doesn't even want to be with me?

he let go of my waist. and I walked to the balcony to smoke a cigarette. that the first time I've actually shown kinda a lot of affection to someone before, today has been a good day.

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I wanted to change the chapter a little. so it's like there not really official. but they kiss and stuff lol.