Tired //Grethan

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ethan didn't know what to do. his brother is kissing him. grayson pulled away shocked that ethan didn't kiss him back.

"i-im gonna g-go for a walk."

ethan said still shocked. grayson just stood there. he didn't do anything.

ethan grabbed his jacket. a pack of cigarettes. and a lighter. he did not want to be there. ethan likes to run away from his problems. grayson likes to stay with his problems.

ethan walked out the door. he was breathing very heavy. he was walking to a store.

grayson just went to his room. he closed his eyes. he felt the tears coming. but he held them back.

ethan was by the store. so he sat on a curb and lit a cigarette. then he put it around his lips. and smoked it.

a couple hours later ethan was still sitting on a curb. grayson was asleep. it was night.

ethan was on his phone, trying to stay awake. he was looking at instagram. there was nothing interesting.

he slid his phone in his pocket. he rubbed his eyes. his eyes were getting heavy. but he told him self to stay awake. he sighed.

"im so tired....but I don't want to walk home."