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eddie started a private chat with richie.

eddie:
richie

richie please

tell me what's going on

tell me what you're thinking about

richie:
i can't

eddie:
can't what?

richie:
think

tell you

do this

i can't do anything eddie

eddie:
what do you mean?

richie:
i mean

i just

look

everything last night

i can't eddie

eddie:
what?

what does that even mean

richie:
it means i can't

im with josh

im happy with josh

all you do is hurt me eddie

you constantly try to make me love you and then set me up for failure

and you hurt me again and again

how is that fair

why should i have to deal with that

eddie:
richie

i've changed

i promise you

no more ellie

no more homophobic parents

no more being scared

i love you

i want to be with you

no excuses

richie:
eddie

i told you

it's too late

eddie:
stop saying that

it's never too late

richie:
but it is

eddie:
richie you gave me a billion hugs and wouldn't let me go all last night

you held my hand at the park and all the way back to bills house just like our first date

richie:
i was just being friendly

i was trying to make you feel better

eddie:
friends don't kiss each other to cheer each other up richie

you kissed me

that had to have meant something to you

richie:
eddie

eddie:
you held me until i fell asleep

that's not platonic

you and i both know it

richie:
eddie cut it out

this is done

we are done

i am done

im with josh

everything last night was a mistake

eddie:
richie

i can't lose you again

richie:
you should've thought about that before you pulled all that bullshit

eddie:
im sorry

if i could take it back i would

richie:
it doesn't matter now does it

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