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하나

One

Today was the day. A day to reset everything.

1 month ago, Park Jimin and his family had moved away from their recent location. The reason being the suffocation he was feeling. Every step felt like he was being pulled under the ground, headed toward his grave. The sinking he felt was mainly in his chest. The emptiness was unbearable at this point in time. Every time he would wander the hallways, his mind would go black, but his body would be painted in black and blue, with a hint of red. He was an open painting for the public. Lies couldn't cover it up anymore. To his dismay, it was ignored, not to be bothered with. Who would want to help the suicidal kid? He was trapped in his mind and hands of an other person. When his parents decided it was enough, they packed up.

flashback

"Are we leaving Daegu?" questioned JiHyun. He was Jimin's younger brother. He was oblivious to everything revolving Jimin. Their parent's didn't want the younger to worry, or to treat his hyung differently.

" No nae adeul, we are just getting out of that area. We want a fresh start, right Jiminie?" His mother had a forced smile on her face. instructing him to do the same.

~

the lugubrious atmosphere was surrounding Jimin. but to his dismay, the oxygen surrounding him broke his reverie; physically, and mentally waking him up.

he swiftly shot out of his secluded state. eyes open and glossy, he raised his hand to wipe his eye, until he saw the dried blood sprinkled on his fingertips. countless memories of the night before haunted his mind, causing numbness to run through the boy's body. he felt shivers go down the centre of his back, causing him to stand up. Jimin sighed and looked to the left of his room. he saw all the old poems that were hung up on the wall fall graciously on to the cold, wooden floor. he picked one up, ripping it apart. he hated his past, hated everything about himself.

his father walked into his room. his aura was clam and caring. he was always patient with Jimin, even at his lowest moments. he connected with his father and talked to him more.

"Jimin, you have to try, this could be good. you never know what could happen. no one knows you, your past, or your future. don't worry, don't be afraid. if anything, just call me ok?"

"ok"

~

driving down the narrow, stale road, Jimin sighs. does he really have to go through hell again? he knows the same thing will happen. it's unavoidable, no matter how optimistic his father may seem. as he would glance at the slender trees, he can't help but drown in worry. what if everyone hates him? what if they think he's ugly, annoying, and sad. his breathing starts to increase at a faster rate. his brother seems to hint on his hyung's actions. soon Jimin feels earbuds being placed into his ears. the sound of Astro's Baby. Slightly more calm than before, he sinks into the car seat.

"don't worry jiminie, if anyone tests you, just know i'll be right behind you. Jungkook goes here too, it's gonna be okay hyung " JiHyun said. his little cousin Jungkook would always come over to their house up until last year, because of Jimin's incident. that was all friends and family at the time. JiHyun and Jungkook still hang out, just not at the Park residence.

their mother and father pulled up to their new school,

did he really want to do this again?

no.

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this is a short ass chapter, ik, the others will be way longer dw.

it's a lil shordy because this will lead into the chapter; basically this is the introduction paragraph in a letter format, that's not following the format. understand?

also my fluff book whiskers will be out in very soon, it's really cute and makes me soft.

it's a hybrid taeseok book, with 2jae and yoonmin so stay tuned.

start a convo in the comments, I want to know where you guys are from! I'm from Canada

thanks for reading chapter one, im gonna call you guys blossoms. expect updates every tuesday.