You know that feeling? When youre so deep in a situation that the only thing you can say is...
Fuck.
"Tatiana, Are you liseting?" Said The light purple haired girl Infront of me, I could see The Top of her head, thanks to the fact that she only reached my chest.
cute.
I streched my arm and Patted her head, my god, what is she? a dog? Really tatiana? She giggled making me react and pulling my hand away.
"What are you doing?" She Said Between the bubbly giggles.
she is So bubbly my god.
"Sorry" I replied, Full aware that my face was red And My Cheeks burned.
"Hey, You okay? first you zoned out and Now Your Getting Red,Are you sick?" she said while Placing the back of her hand In my forehead instinctively.
"I'm fine" I Said Moving her hand away, She didn't seem to believe me tho
I could hear the Thumbing of my heart in my ears.
She messed me up in the most amazing way possible.
She's my best friend though, that's the issue, I mean we all know that Feeling....
Right?No? just me? Ok. Fair enough.
I can't believe I was falling for her. there are so many people in school and it just had to be Evangeline.
"I'm Fine," I reasured "It's really Hot out so its probably just that"
It was lunch time And We where Outside On some benches around the outside of the massive school library.
The truth is that the day was Warm and Sunny. My curly black hair was tamed into a pony tail.
I was Not really sweaty but if it got slightly hotter i would melt.
"okay." she looked around, And then pulled out her phone "ill see you later, Text if you do feel bad"
I noded, She gave me a hug and scurried away to her classroom, I was a year older And In my first year of college, She was just a few months away to graduating.
I then Made my way to my house and noticed my clock.
"She left 20 minutes earlier, Weir-"
And..
There she was...Being hugged by some guy. A very attractive looking guy, He was tall almost as me, Blonde hair and strong facial features. I was almost sure he had Light colored eyes.
My heart felt heavy, It sank into the deepest part of my whole being.
We made eye contact.
I looked away and kept walking.
My confidence went downhill amd thats a lot to say since mine is fairly high.
I sighted as walked foward.
I was just starting to realize my feelings and thoughts and some magestic looking hot boy just came swooping out of thin air and took her away, Flaying up to the nearest cloud castle or some shit.
Who em I kidding, I didnt have a chance to begin with.
I let out another sight and reached my apartment just a few blocks away from my university and Evangeline's High school.
I reached the 6th floor, F103 door. I lived alone. Droping my keys down on coffee table and taking of my blue jeans I made my way to my room and Landed harshly on my bed.
What now. What now. What. Now.
It's been such a long time since I felt Like this, it feels surreal.
I was remembering her for a second. But quickly Turned my thoughts in to someone better.
Eve.
I turned to my side and felt my body go heavy. I wanted to cry but I couldn't.
After Some thoughts of Evangeline my eyes grew very much heavy and slowly fell into slumber.
{Evangeline}
As worried as I where for Tatiana, I had To go meet up with some guy who is not willing to leave me be until He spoke to me.
"Just for a few Minutes before Lunch ends, C'mon It will be quick" Said the boy for the quadtriziliand time.
I wanted to groan and Say no but, I wouldnt hurt to see what he wanted.
"Whatever sure , ill give You 20 minutes before The end of Lunch hour"
And now here I am saying goodbye to Tatiana Before She and I separated giving her A hug wrappimg my arms around her neck, She hold slightly tigther than I did, She always did this but recently she was doing this a lot more often, also she has been acting strangely.
Does she like me? Oh dear, I hope so, ive been falling For her more and more For Years now. I cant say If Im in Love or just a crush but I felt smething.
Relunctantly i turned away and scurried to the side of the school. I could still feel the lingering touch of Tatianas hand On my head.
Ahhh, I love being Patted by her.
I smiled to myself until I saw him where my eyes Just scanned the boy, He was almost as tall as Tatiana and Had Blonde hair, his Eyes where like a saphire color with hints of green on them. Anyother girl would Fall head over heels for a guy like this.
Not me tho.
"Hi" he said with a wave and A smile. Okay, he had a pretty smile.
"So, what dId You want to talk to me about?" Hi lips drew a cocky smile.
I swear if he confesses imma Lose it cause, Despite his looks his personality is utter shit.
"You see,"He strode until we where inches away from me "Ive Had my eye on you and I want to date you so, what do y- ?"
"No."
He stared at me stunned. "You didnt hear me right, Right?"
"No, I did. I just don't like You" Stating this He grabbed me by the arm and Pulled me in to his arms, I let out a slight whimper as My body hit his softly.
"What are you doing? You crazy Fu-"
He grabbed my face and Tilting my head upwards. If my eyes grew Bigger they would Popout.
"Go out With me" This presistant son of a...Flower.
Who the hell the he think he is.
"Let go of me, Alex" struggling I tried Pushing Away placing my hands against his chest But he was way stranger than I could ever Be.
I glanced Over anywhere, Why was no one close?
"Listen, No girl Can say No to me." He was way too close for my liking And his grip Just got tighter. "I'm Perfect and So are you, So cmon girl, Lets be the perfect match" Was that supposed to be a compliment?
This couldn't get worse.
Ofcurse, life liked proving me wrong, I saw Tatiana From a distance, We where fairly Far But you could see how She just... Stared.
Oh no. What of she Misunderstood?! She looked away as fast as our eyes met.
After another second of Me pushing him Away He actually budged, I Looked at him for a moment and Just Went off. My class was not Starting for another Hour So I just hId On the library.
Tatiana Looked so sad. After school I have to go to her house.
*I am so sorry for This shitty story Beginning
please forgive me for the sin*
