*********** Skipped to Dinner *****************
(Me & Amy have been talking like we knew each other forever)
Me: you ever so that show “Punk’d”
Amy: Yes that’s my show !
(I started to eat my mash potatoes)
Me: yes the one with Taylor Swift was too funny
Amy: yes .. Taylor was all scared
Me: I know , she was like “Did I do that ?”
Amy: that was just too funny ..
*********** 3 Weeks later ***************
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Dear Journal ,
Amy & I have been having the most fun .. She’s like one of my best friends .. I want to asked her out but my therapist said I don’t have to long to stay in here .. So, I don’t want to start anything and don’t finish it . Amy have somewhat stopping forcing herself to throw up .. She does it sometimes but, not as often as when as the 1st week she was here . I have officially stopped my cutting , Amy helped . We helped each other so much . I love it .. I think I’m starting to love her and she’s not even my girlfriend yet …. Yet..
Nurse Jackie: Jacob please come out here
(I walked outside my room)
Me: yeah ?
Nurse J: Well later on today, you will be released to go home because I seen progress and change in you. So I’ll let you go say goodbye to everybody and you can start packing
Me: ok , thanks
(I literally ran over to Amy dorm)
Me: Amy open up
*she opened the door*
Amy: Yes Jacob ?
Me: I really got to talk to you .. It’s important ..
Amy: Ok come in .. (she opens it more for I can walk in, then she comes in & closes the door)
Me: well .. It’s hard for me to tell you this but, I’m leaving in a couple of hours ..
Amy: stop lying Jackey
Me: (I grabbed her hand) no forreal Amy I’m leaving at 3
(I looked at the clock .. It was 1:55 )
Amy started crying
Me: Don’t cry Am’s … (I wiped her tears away)
Amy: I just found a best friend .. Now he’s about to leave me ..
Me: don’t say that I’ll never leave you . It’s just a period of time we’re not gonna see each other
Amy: I know .. But, I was just starting to .. Like you
…. Did she just say like .. Me .. Little ol’ Jacob Perez ..
Me: … like .. Me (I pointed to myself and looked around)
Amy: yes you Jackey …
Then she, did the unthinkable .. We kissed .. It felt like fireworks..
We kissed for about another 5 minutes.
Me: d a m n
Amy: I know …
Me: umm.. So Amy you wanna come help me pack ?
Amy : sure : )
(we walked to my dorm)
(we started packing all my clothes.. I gave her a couple of my shirts so she can sleep in & also my home number since I didn’t have my cell phone)
It was 2:55 ..
Me: well this is a see you later .. Not a good-bye
Amy: yeah .. Not a good-bye (she said sadly)
Me: don’t say it like that .. Los Angeles isn’t that big .. We’ll meet up as soon as you get out of here ok Amy , and don’t forget to call me ok ?
Amy: ok
Me: and promise me that you’ll stop for good .. Please for me
Amy: just for you Jackey ..
Me: ok see you later Amy .. (I kissed her one more time)
Amy: ok see you later (she hugged me)
(I walked to the van and waved to her& blew her a kiss)
(she blew one back and waved)
