They're not words

BEAUTIFUL

*why does it seems like nobody reads my a/n?? plz do!*

she was pretty and beautiful

and they were jealous;

they called her dull

and ugly and torn.

she used to love herself

and she loved everything,

in and out,

she owned the beauty

and the others hated

when she outshone.

and then came the days

when the calls grew out

and she couldn't contain in, anymore;

no breakfast, lesser lunch,

no dinner, no snacks.

she abandoned herself

and she would look

at the mirror i the night

dead in the eye,

her shrinking reflection

looking at her belly,

or her thighs,

with only one thing in her mind;

she's not enough.

she became someone else

losing herself a little

with each bite she shoved away,

and each dress which loosened.

makeup, higher heels,

roaming around the city

with burning skin

and a fake smile on her face.

and people told her,

she was beautiful.

from where she watched

she was still ugly

and a dull person

who can't interest anyone.

and she left some more

of what she had.

she left her food,

she left the crisps,

she let the morning coffee,

she left her tea.

she left herself

somewhere log before;

and on her last day

she was a walking dead,

a hollow body,

praying for death.

for this was the time

when she was tired,

tired of the starving

tired of the skin

tired of herself.

and with her last breath

she exhaled the hope

left in her heart,

that she will be sometime

more beautiful...

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pleaseee don't ask me why beauty(a previous poem) and this poem-beautiful are so similar in name and theme. the two poems were written weeks apart, though i myself had absolutely no idea i was writing about the same topic!! but anyways this is one of my favourites and i really wanted to share it for quite some time.. so please leave your views in the comments down below.. :)

well, another news!! i am actually planning on updating every saturday/sunday.. once a week it is. and i will also reply to DMs and comments the same time. but you can expect bonus updates near holidays or sometimes randomly..

i also extended the closing date of #namingcontest on my previous poem.. so plz enter in. i haven't got even a few names and i believe some competition would be good! anyways if you missed out the a/n on my last poem go check out and comment the name you would've given to the poem.

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.Bhorumxx