SNIPPETS (Formerly Entitled Bite sized)

US - one

(P.S: medyo mananakit ako. please pardon me.)

*Kisses*

"I'm sorry if I have to leave." He said as we sat there nursing our own cup of coffees. The rain pitter pattred on the roof, I knew this was gonna come sooner or later.

But my heart still was not ready for any of it.

I held on tight to my cup. I held on it as I tried to calm my now trembling hands.

"You know why we need to part, I'm sorry if we have to. Despite all the feelings we have, here we are." He said, his eyes now searching mine.

I want to slap him. Punch him. Even pour the remaining coffee in my cup on his face.

We have different plans. Different dreams.

Despite all the love we have, somehow our dreams were much more important.

"I know." I said as I gave out a sigh. "I know this is for us and all, but why do we have to part ways like this?" I said and now looked through the glass panes of the coffee shop.

The rain still is pouring.

There was silence. Despite the christmas music the coffee shop is playing, my heart was filled with gloom.

"I love you. Please know that wherever I am it always will be you." He said clearing the silence. "Can't you stay?" I asked. I bit back the tears trying to crawl out of my eyes.

"I know this is such a selfish thing to ask, but please wait for me." He reached fo my hand, the warmth of his hand somehow calmed my nerves.

"My mind is too full of things I still want to do, full of things I need to fulfill. I want to be truthful Kisses." He said tightening his grip.

Suddenly Mariah Carey stopped singing in the background. A mellow song began to play.

I've got a young heart. It's wild and free.

I looked back to him. His eyes still looked so sincere, my heart ached. Why do we have to do this? I asked myself.

And I don't know where it starts

I tried to smile, but only tears fell. He looked at me very much worried and stood from his seat. He walked to my side and crouched so our eyes met in level.

But it ends with you and me

"I know I am not being level headed, and I know how much this hurts. But please, let me have this. I will come back." He said and kissed the back of my hand.

"Can't you become a star and still have me?" I asked in between sobs. But he was silent. There was no answer.

It's a hard road as far as I can see

His silence only made me cry harder. Why does this seem so easy on him? Why does he seem not to know what I feel?

I don't where I'm going

He enveloped me in his arms. This might be the last time I could ever hold him.

But I'll get back to you and me

"You have my word Kisses. You will always have my heart and no matter what, I will come back for you." He said as he caressed my back. And all I did was cry my eyes out and hope that the words he said were the truth.